Xiiao Minz

2008-05-27T02:42:00.000-07:00

I changed my blog link n this will b my old blog from now onwards..

my new link: th-unloved-me.blospot.com

go n relink me..=)

i need to 4get my past so this shall b e last i come into blog..

so bye~

2008-05-25T11:52:00.000-07:00

so today was bored..

rotted at hm e whole day..

zzz..

budden i manage to watch fated to love u..

so nice..

hahaz..

n my mum too was addicted in it..

lolx..

she keep on asking me to play..

hahaz..

n i today viwawa-ed too..

N morning got tution..

hahaz..

was quite ok..

only abit slpy..

n really time really flies fast..

only left 5 more day n i gtg..

will miss my galfrenz la..

T.T

N i changed my blogsong to 99 ci wo ai ni..

very cute..

hahaz..

so will miss this peeps only:

chen ning

amelia

euge

hui shan

jinyu

rachel

wan ying

yiling
( all names in aphlabetical order)

so wad abt my bf ong faloon?
hahaz..

i will a little pian xin in this..

i will use every sec missing him..

hahaz..

i love u lots lots lots..

muackx..

2008-05-24T04:59:00.000-07:00

so today was lyk bad for me la..

had parents meeting..

on e way there..

my dad say i am rubbish..

damn angry tat i cried la..

budden he knew he say wrongly..

after tat he called me n apologize to me..

den tat china bitch say i very ai mei..

bring this bring tat to sch n blahs..

all crap..

n she say i very squeaky..

alwaes scream whenever she touches me..

hahaz..

coz i dun lyk her to touch e..

my mum noes everything la..

she is jux repeating herself man..

so its lyk quite ok la..

only tat she is dissapointed wif my results..

n e thing is she tok till very Q..

n my mum dun understand at all..

hahahahaz..

so she dunno abt e bf thing..

hahahahaz..

den mrs loo la..

tok abt my academic n i very blur n i often daydream..

so i dunno anything abt e suituation in class..

she say i alwaes say duno which was true..

hahaz..

n she oso say i am indecisive everything oso dunno..

hahaz..

ok i noe all this abt myself..

n overall i htink my impression for those teachers was not tat bad afterall..

hahaz..

so today rot at hm la..

so damn sian..

n i feel damn guilty to my parents..

so tats all today..

byebye~

2008-05-23T00:35:00.000-07:00

Rahh..

i hate tat china bitch..

why e hell does she wanna intrude into my personal life..

she is nth jux a teacher..

she has no rights to do tat..

i jux sooooooooo fking hate her..

she is causing soooooo much emotional feelings...

fk her laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

i hate tat bitch..

so today was really suai la..

woke up late in emorning..

saw chen ning..

went back class..

N its geo lesson..

play heart attack..

i noe its lame but really fun la..

den e newzealanders r leaving..

they performed for us la..

den report bk was given out..

but not mine..

i gotta see parents 1st b4 i get back..

n my results were super bad la..

super super..

n i get third in class.. (from behind)

bad..

zzz..

so tml meeting tat china bitch la..

i am sure she will add lots of vinegar n salt into this matter..

i so fking hate her la...

den after sch wemt to eat mac wif hs..

n hm-ed..

thinking tat mayb able to meet..

i called him..

but nope..

zzz..

he say tat may meet ytd..

but nv..

n on vesak day was e last day we met ba..

b4 i go for my holiday..

n its super long la..

from 30th may-14th june..

2 whole weeks..

14 days..

oh god..

den i sure it will b a month later b4 i meet him agn..

n he got sch..

sooo it will b at least a month..

nvm..

its a gd thing too..

n my 1 yr ani will b down e drain..

or mayb we won even b 1 yr..

coz of tat china bitch..

if my mum noes anything..

i sure they will confiscate my hp..

to make it worst they will go sch n pick me everyday..

haiz..

budden it mayb a gd thing..

i think i need to cool down during my holi..

ok la..

so nth to post alr..

byebye..

2008-05-22T04:01:00.000-07:00

hello~

i am here to pst agn..

lolx..

so today was normal..

only tat super suai today la..

zzz..

i am suai in everything today..

zzz..

today kana scolded..

n i am not in wrong siaz..

wth la..

=.=

so got e bio thing..

den abit lame la..

zzz..

n amelia n i went to explore e boy's toilet..

n i realize there got button to push to flush away e water in there..

lolx..

i was amazed lo..

its lyk so funny can..

lolx..

den waited n waited..

n e bio thing wasted 2 hr plus of my time..

den went hm wif amelia...

bought ice cream.

n it was nice..

n i eat till very dirty..

lolx..

n e weather nowadays its lyk damn hot la..

i hate e weather..

its soooooooooo hotttttttttttttttt...

=.=

den n when gg hm..

i took 89..

den when alight i saw 83 run away right in front of me..

zzz..

den took 136 la..

reach e certain stop tat got more bus..

den i saw 3 run away agn..

zzz..

n i waitewd for nearly 20 mins..

wth..

n tml is parent's meeting..

dead meat soon..

T.T

budden my mum not coming tml..

she is busy..

hahaz..

which was a gd thing..

so i can die later den die so fast now..

oh..

god bless me for e parent's meeting..

byebye~

2008-05-21T06:50:00.000-07:00

so i am here to post here agn..

today had breakfast wif jinyu, yl n rachel..

den went to photocopy some notes..

n we were nearly late..

so we run lo..

n we got sweaty...

zzz..

den sch was normal..

only have some wierd conversations la..

cn: when did sch holiday end?

me: 2 june(date we stead)

cn: huh? o.o

me: realise i say wrongly..( laughs n laughs)

cn.. laughs n laughs..

i think i keep thinking of e anni..

hahaz..

n i am not in sg..

i gonna go overseas~~~

so cnt celebrate..

den hs nv come..

sian sian sian...

den went yl hse..

slack..

i wanna swim de..
budden coz mummy call me go hm..

i nv go swim..

zzz..

so nth post le..

byebye~~

2008-05-20T06:32:00.000-07:00

Dun believe euge..

hahaz..

i nv wan to stop blogging..

n sooo i am not lazy too..

so today was bored n bored n bored...

had pe..

play badminton..

wif tat shafie..

lalala..

n hs went hm halfway..

n was bored..

den went yl hse wif euge..

play dai di n cheat...

was fun la..

n UNO too..

hahaz..

den sian la..

slack till 7 plus at her hse..

den went hm wif euge..

rahh..

jux reach hm not long ago..

n was super tired..

N i am super super disappointed wif my results la..

ok..

my fault n i shall blame no1 except myself..

do u all think i still have time to work hard for my EOY??

i feel so discouraged suddenly..

n my parents r treating me super gd lately..

n i felt tat i surely make them sad wif my results..

oh..

ym ah ym..

i shall wake up from my dream n start studying..

so i shall stop dissapointing my parents yeah..

n i din noe yy..

i jux cried in e bathrm all by myself..

coz coz i tot tat wad if my mum is disappeared..

den i jux cried..

randomly..

n i am super tired..

i jux want to slp..

rahh..

so byebye..

2008-05-20T03:48:00.000-07:00

OKAY PEOPLE !
EUGENIA'S HERE TO POST FOR YONGMIN,
COS PRETTY YONGMIN IS PUUUUUURE LAZYYYYYY.

I SUGGEST TO YONGMIN;
TO QUIT BLOGGING,
COS SHE DON'T EVEN WANT TO LIFT HER "HEAVY" FINGER ON THE KEYBOARD.

EVEN IF SHE POST,
SHE'LL POST ALL ABOUT HER LOVEYDOVEY THINGY ABOUT HER&EHEMEHEM !

---------EUGENIA !

2008-05-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

Rahhh..

i am back into posting agn..

today got back our combined results...

n u noe wad..

i failed 5 subs..

pass 2..

n i got 44%..

lolx..

how come fail so many still can get get lyk borderline fail?

lolx..

i swear i gonna work hard for EOY..

if not i not call yongmin..

i willl call min yong..

lolx..

so sch was normal..

den after sch went to yl hse to play..

lolx..

melia n euge left early..

me n jinyu stay till 6 plus..

we were playing poker..

i was quite li hai..

lolx..

kept winning..

hahaz..

den htey dun1 me to play..

coz i am too pro??

lolx..

hahaz..

dun bhb le..

if not i think u will vomit??

lolx..

den we play cheat..

N i coz i keep cheating they keep catching..

den in e end i lose till chan chan..

but i was quite pro..

coz i got lyk 4 As n 4 Ks..

den i put king instead of A..

N den i kept cheating..

den itss lyk so funny lo..

left till i was so tired..

roll on e floor..

lolx..

N tml will go out lo..

i dun1 to rot at hm..

coz if i at hm i will b alone e whole day..

i noe i am lonely..

den tml i will go find job..

really hope i can find..

so i can go shopping..

tho i got go overseas la..

but i still hope i can get e a job..

coz i hv no money left to shop for anything alr..

so bless me n hope i will get a job..

lolx..

hahaz..

so nth to post le..

byebye~~

2008-05-15T06:25:00.000-07:00

So i am here to post agn..

today woke up late...

so cabbed to sch..

n i accidentally knocked my head onto e taxi when going in..

=.=

N it wasted my money..

but nvm i no need to run..

so got back our results..

its sooo bad..

i am dissapointed wif myself..

fail many subs..

n i am lazy to take out my result slip..

T.T

so i am oso lazy to post all my results here too..

budden nvm la..

i cnt slack le..

muz really work hard in Ca2 n Sa2..

if not i really will retain or get demoted..

which i don wan tat to happen..

i wan go poly..

den i wan to b e same poly as faloon..

coz after my o lvl..

he will go poly mayb..

so i really hope tat la..

but anw i muz think positively n work hard..

dun give up..

so today after sch went eat kfc..

wif hs,yl n jinyu..

den i went to met him..

its lyk so long nv meet him le la..

its abt 2 weeks lyk tat since i hugged him..

so long..

hugged him till shuang today..

but still not enough..

n i dunno yy its lyk i hv alot to tok to him la..

n i dun feel lyk leaving him...

my heart feels heavy for dunno wad reason..

n i dunno yy..

N now i alr miss him so much n kept thinking of him alr..

i dunno yy..

anw i am tired alr..

i wan to slp...

nites..

N i miss u alr...

i love u, boy..

muackx..

2008-05-14T09:25:00.000-07:00

Rahhh..
jux in 2 days time n i had so much to blog abt..
so this will ber a super super long post..
=)
plz bear wif my luo suo-ness
so so...
ytd went to kbox wif peeps..
which includes melia, hs, chel n edmund..
firstly i go meet edmund 1st..
coz edmund tat ben dan dun even noe how to take 86..
meet him..
he was toking phone..
den we go wait bus la..
den i was playing smth den it cut into my finger..
super pain..
all edmund's fault...
T.T
den take 86 n melia board e bus..
so crapped n laughed all e way to amk hub..
lolx..
den went to kbox..
so cold there lo..
N its so funny..
so we sing..
n now i love xiao qing ge..
its so nice..
lolx..
dens i went to toilet many times..
lolx..
n abt 6 plus hs left.
den we continue singing..
den jiu leave le..
walk around den take neo print..
hahaz..
so pics time..
=)

N e pics i look ugly..

So today..

was late..

wake up at 10pm..

den rush rush rush..

heng rain..

if not i gg to run le...

so i was heng de lo..

hahaz..

den got back eng n i flunked it..

=.=

n got back chinese n i get b4..

T.T

so lan..

i din expect it de lo..

N faloon got distinction..

so i sure get laugh at de lo..

so i din tell him anything yet.. X:

den cdp got a blind point duno wad la..

den got ppl say me act n act innocent..

so its lyk wtf la..

i change so much since last yr can..

last yr i may act cute la..

but now i dun hv le eh..

if u dunno me close enough plz dun put comments on me..

n sometimes if u really duno how to differentiate act cute n random/lame/hyper or wadever..

dunno anyhow say..

N wad abt acting innocent??

i really dun hv..

i wan to say this..

y would i act innocent..

plz la..

i got some1 who love me so much there is no need to act..

as long as i hv tat some1 its alr enough i dun need to act wadever things..

n if u r e one saying this i jux wanna say u r e one who is acting la..

dun anyhow say ppl la..

reflect on urself 1st b4 u say la...

n if u r really e one plz dun b guilty i nv blame u..

coz every1 hv a some1 who hates them so i am ok wif it..

as long i hv some1 tat loves me i am enough alr..

so ya..

i miss my dear bf..=(

its lyk so long nv meet le..

super miss him..

i miss his hugssss..

coz i love him hugging me..

so warm..

rahhh..

so gtg alr..

bye..

N tml all e tests will b given out..

gd luck n bless me..

hope u see this post ..

N noe wad i am thinking abt..

hahaz..

n i love u alot..

muackz..

2008-05-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

Hahahaz..

this is rachel..

u noe yy?

coz its euge's idea..

拉车= rachel..

too bad i dunno how to edit pic..

if not this photo will ...

hahahhaz..

cnt imagine..

hahahaz..

thx euge for giving me this great idea..

lolx..

hahaz..

i gtg liaoz..

bye~

2008-05-12T04:39:00.001-07:00

So i am here to post agn..

had f&n test today which was difficult..

had 3 essays..

N lots of definations..

N i dunno how to do..

i am comfirm i will be flunking it badly..

den went yl's hse..

mahjong awhile n went hm..

bored bored bored..

i am so tired..

i wanna rest n rest n rest n rest~~~~~

2008-05-11T01:35:00.001-07:00

So i am here to post agn..

rahhh..

sian eh..

today is sunday..

n i am alone at hm..

mummy went out..

Anw happy mother's day..

rahh...

i am so bored at hm..

jux finish toking to faloon on msn..

n he is not replying me agn..

i can guess tat he is playing dota agn..

rahh..

dota is more important den me..

T.T

he loves playing dota..

n he ignores me toking to him..

seee...

i am so ke lian..

so pity me ba..

T.T

he dun likes to tok to me..

i guesss...

everytime he oso lyk tat one..

not i wan emo or something sometimes..

is he every single time oso lyk tat..

rahh..

i cnt rely on him too much...

we r jux getting further apart..

nvm..

as soon as i get i will no need to think too much..

coz holidays r coming..

so i really hope i can get n get busy n 4get him..

so i no need meet him or contact him too much..

so wish me get a job ba..

N ytd i went to apply for one at bugis..

we r still waiting for tat shop to reply..

really hope i can get it..

so i go le..

byebye..

need to study for my f&n too..

byebye~~

ok..

i dun feel emo in this post..

but e truth is..

i am emo-ing agn..

but dun blame me..

2008-05-09T04:36:00.000-07:00

Lalala..

random..

today had maths paper1 n problem posing..

paper1 was difficult..

T.T

i think gonna flunk it..

hahaz..

but at least better den paper 2..

still got some noe how to do..

den problem super funny..

i posed till so easy..

lolx..

anyhow do siaz..

N e schwas treating us lyk guinea pigs la..

test duno wad..

N i very fast jiu finish it le..

i spend abt 20mins slping..

lolx..

so shiok as last nite was emo n i kept thinking abt some matters..

whichmade me shi mian..

wake up at 5 plus n slp at 12 plus..

keep rolling on e bed n thinking abt some things..

so doing e halfway i nearly fall aslp n e 20 mins sure was gd..

anw today went compass wif yl,euge n melia..

ate yoshi n melia go back sch for np meeting..

ke lian de melia..

T.T

den went library to slack..

after tat yl go ec hse cut her hair..

n its lyk no difference..

lolx..

N faloon came to meet me..

N he cut his hair.

now he look so guai..

coz last time he look abit lyk ah beng..

but now..

totally change over..

hahaz..

next time gonna take his photo n post in on this blog..

wif his ~~dumb~~ hair n me..

hahaz..

so lets not let him catch me saying him ~~dumb~~.. X:

hahaz..

jking la..

where got she de to say u tat.. X:

n i was ps..

so we nv do anything la..

coz in front of my frenz mah..

den after awhile he jiu left le..

den euge went to poly clinic see doctor..

n we waited for her..

so long siaz..

lolx..

n smth happened during e period of seeing doctor..

n i think i shud not elaborate it..

coz i nv got permission.. X:

den after tat jiu went hm le..

N 1 more paper to go n we will b free from exams..

yeah..

N i am totally in holiday mood alr..

lolx..

so i go eat ly dinner le..

byebye~~

2008-05-08T16:17:00.000-07:00

So i am here to post agn..
changed my blogskin..
nice?
hope so..
coz i think its sweet..
N its not too pink..
got abit blue at e pic..
so i think its nice la..
so today had chem..
i not sure la..
i tink i may fail..
i am not sure..
but hope i will pass la..
after exam..
went to eat mac breakfast..
wif amelia,hs,euge,jinyun yl..
den they sms-ed to e mac thing..
euge sms-ed: hello to every1 there la..
very long..
den yl sms..
Aqa rox n the other i 4get..
we waited n waited..
but still haven come out..
so in e end i went hm..
coz super tired..
N my hse no body agn..
T.T
my mum say she will b going out everyday from now onwards..
dunno till when..
i not sure..
=(
den if i very early come hm jiu alone..
rahh..
i am feeling slpy rite now..
nites..
later still need to study maths..
last 3 papers..
jy~~
lalalalala...
byeebyee~

2008-05-07T01:21:00.000-07:00

Lalala..

i am bored so i came here to post..

today super pek chek la..

I hate tat china vampire..

she suan hs's hair...

i bet she is jux jealous tat hs is on fashion n she is not rite?

i think she wan agitate hs to cut other hair style den she copy hs..

i hate tat china vampire..

rahhhh..

N i oso hate mrs loo..

she did smth to me..

N i am too pek chek to elaborate alr..

so had lit exam n went to eat mac..

den i jiu came hm le..

so boring..

everyday after sch jiu go hm..

some more there is no body at hm..

i am so lonely..

T.T

mummy alwaes went out nowadays..

N there is no1 to pei me..

coz its exam time..

zzz..

jux 3 more papers only..

jy..

bye~

off to study chem le..

2008-05-04T06:11:00.000-07:00

So here to post agn...

was damn happy rite now..

i love my boyfriend ong faloon~~

today i finally get to meet him..

woots~~

went to study..

go library n there were lots of ppl..

so he pei me study at e kong kong..

hahaz...

so study..

hahaz..

difficult to concentrate la..

hahaz..

keep having e urge to hug him..

lolx..

coz its lyk quite long since i hug him..

hahaz..

den after tat walk walk around..

after tat he pei me take bus..

N e bus so fast come..

so suaiz..

hug him n kissed n went up e bus..

so sad..

coz bu she de him lo..

budden he say mayb tml can meet him..

so hope tat i can meet him agn lo..

i really love my bf..

N i am alr ccount down-ing to our 1 yr anniversary..

i am so excited..

so gtg revise my bio agn..

sayonara..=)

N sry..

i think too much alr..

n keep asking u lame que..

i love u so much..

muackx...

2008-05-02T23:46:00.000-07:00

I here to post agn..

due to e i am too bored of studying..

sian..

N my right eye is damn red now..

i duunno wads happening to it..

T.T

so ugly...

mayb is i cry too much?

budden dun think its possible..

mayb is i ytd nite e contact lens dirty or wadever?

rahh..

my right eye is so ugly..

so went to compass in e morning wif my sis..(n i din care my eye)

she wanna do her banking things..

den went to kfc eat..

den back hm-ed..

studied till bored n i am here to post..

N somemore nobody is at hm..

mummy n sis go out..

daddy n kor work..

left me at hm...

sian ah..

seriously next timw sat need to get some one to pei me...

or else things will start going into my head agn..

i will tjhink n think n think..

so now i am alone..

n i am thinking abt things agn..

zzz

haizz..

Stop Thinking...

I Really Need To Stop Thinking...

2008-05-02T05:56:00.000-07:00

11th month anniversary today~

hahaz..

random..

Anw post abt today first..

So today was lyk damn boring la..

had ss exam in e hall..

so pressurized..

den after tat went to mac wif chen ning n hui shan to eat..

N i pei chen ning to wait for her lion..

at e playground near e compassvale sec there..

den went hm la..

so damn boring..

anw anw..

i not feeling sad anymore le..

i think i going back to e hyper me agn..

yeah~

coz ytd me n faloon chatted..

N i realised everything is i think too much..

hahaz..

for e whole 2 or 3 weeks..

i am damn coz i think too much..

haiz..

i guess its quite difficult to b my stead as i am very sensitive..

hahaz..

i think i shud try not to think so much next time...

everytime being wif him is sooo happy la..

so 幸福~

love him 4ever lo..

i noe its so wierd la..

suddenly being so happy..

budden really hope i won emo too much in blog agn..

N i am so damn damn happy rite now..

yeah~

3 cheers for e damn happy me..

我会永远爱着你~~

希望你也会~~=]

so sry for being emo last time..

i will try not to think so much..

ok??

love u 4ever..

hug hug..

muackx..

<33

2008-05-01T03:52:00.000-07:00

Din noe y i am posting everyday..

mayb its coz i nobody to turn to ba..

i broke down once agn..

there r so many problems between us..

N y cant my brain cnt stop thinking abt it..

my heart hurts so much..

so much..

how i wish there is a medicine available to cure it..

or mayb i wish time could go back?

to e days where i can b very happy..

n laugh lyk mad lyk nobody..

n jumping around lyk a little kid..

why cant i?

mayb i shud not try going into a relationship..

everything will remain gd..

i will b happy..

b happy n dun cry dun sad..

n dun think abt anything else..

2008-04-30T20:41:00.000-07:00

I am here to post agn..

zzz..

today was bored...

ate wif hs n rachel..

i woke up late..

zz..

so had prefect's investiture..

which wad damn sian..

den after tat went hm st8..

sat at e void deck myself n i call him..

had a long tok..

i tok till hp went dead..

den went hm called him agn..

he was playing games..

n i told him i dun lyk him going clubbing..

but haizz..

i said at most go 1 or 2 times a month..

which is lar very gd le..

some gfs dun even let la..

but this month he go 3 times..

o..

i am damn damn damn dissapointed..

i tot he knew i dun lyk it?

but he still went..

mayb soo he jux din treasure me as much i think..

frenz r sooo much more important den me..

tho u deny...

haizz...

i am feeling so heart broken agn..

damn damn damn sad..

haiz..

i tot i got better after toking to u..

but now..

haizz..

its still e same yet agn..

u jux turn my words into deaf ears...

haizz..

2008-04-29T02:10:00.001-07:00

My com is badly infected wif virus..

but i manged to post to prevent my blog from dieing..

so today had chinese exam..

was quite difficult la..

no mood doing..

haizz..

went hm after tat..

N i randomly cried agn to my mum..

my mum was lyk wads happening to u?

so i gave a random excuse..

zzz..

anw suppose to meet him today..

but we jux met ytd..

but meeting two days continuously izzit too guo fen for me to ask for?

but he chose to go out wif frenz..

we rarely meet le..

1 week meet 1 time only..

other days he has been going out..

n his sch will b starting soon?

we won have time to meet anymore..

N its going to b our 11th month soon..

but nth changes..

n my heart is breaking..

n i dunno wads happening to it..

wad i wanted?

i really dunno...

n things r starting to get difficult..

i wan to at least hold on this realationship to 1 yr..

but everything is changing n he changes alot alot too..

2008-04-25T02:31:00.000-07:00

So today was sad la...

i am so guilty..

in e morning..

i saw a worm in mdm qin's neck..

its lyk wriggling inside her neck damn disgusting...

eww..

so she keep trying to sao e worm off her neck..

N i screamed fearing tat e worm will fall on me..

so my screaming was mostly e cost of us writing e disicpline n respect essay..

sry..

i am very guilty..

millions of sry...

N today was ms chan's last lesson..

after tat mrs loo will teach us back agn..

i dun lyk her..

will miss miss chan..

N i am in a bad mood now..

i am very moody..

haizz...

its not abt e clubbing thing..

its jux tat ur attitude towards me changing..

N u dun understand me at all...

2008-04-24T19:09:00.000-07:00

Lalala..

i posted since wan ying say my blog very dead..

lolx..

*yawn*

today was normal la..

other tat i got daniel goh email..

i sure di siao him till siao..

wahahahaz...

F&N we play viwawa a little den i was lyk peeping at daniel goh, calvin n jordan's card..

den go n tell hs..

lolx..

i soo bad..

but its soo funny la..

N miss chan is leaving..

T.T

i kinda of lyk her more den mrs loo..

altho mrs loo teach better den miss chan i still lyk miss chan more..

T.T

N shaffie's bk was getting torn agn..

so ke lian lo..

zz..

i shud not ke lian him..

coz he bully me b4..

n he did smth to me b4..

roar~~

hahaz..

anw i am so damn bored...

lalala..

N today i was lyk laughing lyk mad..

zz..

hyper me is back agn..

lolx..

only i need to replenish some energy..

rahh..

i am so tired i wan to get a little nap first..

byebye..

2008-04-20T06:56:00.000-07:00

Thx every1 for comforting me..

i noe i have been very emo...

but i have got better le at least...

though i cannot b very hyper but at least i not emo anymore...

N i found myself foolish la..

N regretted some things i done to myself la...

N i jux finish doing my f&N..

its killing me i was looking at e com screen for hrs...

N i hate being alone..

i miss my mummy suddenly...

i love my mummy..

N lastly thx every1 for lecturing or comforting me:

huishan cuty

rachel ah yi

amelia ah ma

chen ning lollipop

yiling mummy

erika ah gong

meliszzzzaaa

n others which i 4get to mention...

2008-04-18T20:34:00.000-07:00

So i deleted e last post la..

coz its very lame..

not i post one..

i only posted e first 3 lines..

den e others not i post de..

so exams r coming alr...

i need to work hard n dun think abt relationships anymore..

its making me so lost...

n i found my character super lan...

haiz...

i hate myself n my character..

ahh..

i am really sry for being emo agn...

n i starting to hurt myself agn...

N i really need to zhen zuo...

i cnt always rely on others...

seriously...

i need to wake up..

haizz...

i am so frustrated...

bye...

2008-04-14T21:21:00.000-07:00

I am so bored..

so i am here to post..

today sch was normal...

only tat super lots tests..

zzz...

hope i can pass all of them...

so during recess..

was damn pek chek for me la...

nvm..

i am too pek chek to elaborate alr..

so today nth special la...

N hs abit sick ...D:

So ytd was sunday...

N i went to meet faloon..

he was emo..

So he pei me walk around..

N he was damn slpy...

zzz..

so reach hm abt 10pm..

watch tv awhile n slp..

N lastly...

MYE is coming..

jia you for all kaes?

dun regret o...

if u fail so better study~~

N i <3>

1 day nv see him only..

i alr miss him so much..

hope u will miss me lots too..

rahh..

so i wan go dry my hair up n slp le..

damn tired la..

N jy for those who nv pass napfa..

jy for tml..

N nitey nites..

sweet dreams...

muackx...xD

2008-04-12T07:41:00.000-07:00

Since abt a week nv post le..

now posting...

coz my com wad down for a week..

which cause me super lots trouble..

now ok le..

thx to myself..

i fixed it myself..

wahahahaz..

N today smth happened to me..

i fainted during my tution at hm..

lolx..

N my tution teacher was horrified n was so scared..

lolx..

n i jux knew it yy..

coz not enough of oxygen...

coz its raining n wind super big..

blo blow blow..

everything dropped n i went to pick it up..

den closed e windows..

den went back to tution..

den abt 10 mins later..

i felt dizzy n i fainted..

den woke up..

vomitted..

lolx..

lie in e floor for 1 min..

den went to toilet to shh shh..

N hate it..

rahhh...

n due to my stomach cramps n muscle aches..

which added to it..

i went to bed..

N pain till i cried..

lolx..

den when not so pain..

i fall aslp..
den i sms him..

N he was so emo..

N i felt sad..

coz i din noe how to comfort him..

Anw ytd went to watch definetly mayb wif faloon,kelvin n zx..

was soo guilty la...

coz they all over 16..

den they wanted to watch the 3 kingdoms..

den its nc16..

so they nv watch coz of me..

it made me so guilty...

T.T

N exams r driving me mad alr..

rahhh...

i gonna work hard..

i dun1 regret...

so i gtg le byebye...

N dun b so emo le...

i will sad one..

2008-04-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

I am here to post agn...

N i found tat after since tue i have been emo-ing till now..

haizz..

rahhh..

i am feeling so sad now...

heard some bad news which caused me to sad...

N when toking on e phone i lied to him n say tat i din cry...

which made me quite guilty la..

but i sure he won come to my blog coz he jux visted it..

haizz...

today i was alone at hm rotting e whole day..

which was damn sian la..

N some bastard dunno send wad thing n i accepted..

now i think my com is having some sort of virus now..

so dun accept anything tat i send...

ahhh..

i am super emo...

i am lyk crying for lyk e whole day..

N i dunno wads happening to me...

T.T

i jux hate to b alone it makes me think too much things le..

N i skipped breakfast, lunch n dinner today..

N i dun even feel hungry..

zzz...

haizz..

nth to post le..

byebye~

2008-04-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

Back into posting agn...

coz of tat wan ying who say my blog is soo dead..

i came back to post..

zzz..

so today was quite emo in e morning la..

super tired niaz...

slp quite late last nite..

n my eye ring is getting darker n darker..

going to b panda soon le ba..=.=

so today we were lyk having pinic in class lo..

i brought famas amous n hs brought pocky...

erika brought some sweets or smth to sch..

hahaz...

den sch was lyk normal..

n wan xin told me every relationship oso does not look as gd as we see..

so ya..

i agree on it..

dun wana tok abt tat..

den recess..

ate n went back to class..

N shafie sat wif jasmine agn..

wahahahaz..

which was lyk super funny..

N miss huang help us..

coz tat shafie keep complain..

hahaz..

miss huang seriously rox..

yeah~~

N we teach awhile n we watch i do i do..

which was quite funny la..

hahaz...

den after tat went for geo test (retest)..

i fail last time..

got 7 marks..

den i sure i will pass la..

coz i copied..

hahaz..

n mdm lee nv saw it..

hs say its lyk so obvious lo..

hahaz..

i think she helping us la..

hahaz..

den after tat went kfc at rp..

ate wif rachel while melia n hs bought bbt n drink..

n some funny things happened there..

lolx..

den bus-ed hm..

reach e bus stop its lyk damn scary la..

i saw a woman chating dunno wad..

N suddenly..

e wind blow very hard n all e leaves drop..

its lyk so scary...

i tot e women was a witch??

she has e looks of e witch...

O.O

den went hm..

N i viwawa-ed..

watch shows n viwawa...

N faloon say he will pei me viwawa...

but where did he go??

now alr 11pm le..

he stil haven pei me viwawa..

its since a long time since he pei me viwawa..

T.T

nvm..

so nth to post le..

byebye~~

hope things will change soon~~

esp e relationship..

i mean not break but some other thing..

2008-04-02T01:13:00.000-07:00

Hello~

back into posting..

N me n faloon is precisely 10 months le..

but its sad de niaz...

coz smth happened ytd...

dun1 elaborate...

budden its still another normal day la...

zzz..

jux came back from eating wif hs ,chel n melia..

N i am envious of chen ning..

his stead is in sch n she can see him everyday~~

wish they last 4ever.. =)

today was late la..

zzz..

dun wanna elaborate it jux makes me pek chek if i keep toking abt it..

haiz..

nvm..

N today i woke up crying in e morning...

zzz...

had a really bad dream...

n it feels realistic niaz..

N i am alone at hm agn...

sianz...

nvm...

byebye..

2008-03-31T03:23:00.000-07:00

Back to posting agn...

haiz..

feel sad niaz...

haiz...

jux wanna go back to e past~~

1) go back to e first few when i stead wif faloon~

its much more better den now..

it jux feels different.. =(

2) Go back to last time when there r not so much conflicts...

3) Go back to e past where my dad's attitude to us is better...

now he is lyk controlling us...

N he treats my cousins much more better den his real childrn.. =(

4) Back to 2e4..

i jux miss everything there =(

5)Back to last time where my mum is not alwaes going out..

Still have time to talk to her..

Tho i have lots of secrets hiding behind her..

T.T

Haiz..

still got lots de..

N sry for being so random...

i jux feel sad suddenly... =(

N i am alone at hm agn..

tml too..

won b seeing my mum later n tml..

she is jux too busy going out.. =(

haizz..

byebye~~

2008-03-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

Hello~~

i am here to post agn~~

i miss my cousin...

when she is here i alwaes can smile no matter wad happens...

now when she is not here i miss her...

when she is here i kinda found her talkative n dislike her..

but now i really really miss her...

how i wish she is here beside me talking to me...

T.T

mayb nowadays too many things circling around me alr...

haizz...

or mayb its jux my fault n everything?

i really dunno wad le la..

haizz..

i duno wad toking me oso...

N i duno yy i soo lyk tat..

haizz..

i think everything is jux my fault..

mayb i am innocent or wad..

haizz...

i really duno le..

i duno wad i doing la..

i so confused rite now...

n tears r dropping when i type this post n i duno yy...

haizz..

mayb is i think too much le ba..

or mayb is becoz i alone at hm n i think too much..

haizz...

N i skipped my dinner~~

coz no1 at hm so wad for am i eating..

n i dun think i hv e appetite too...

i only eat at recess e tom yam n soya bean..

N some lemon tea n some sweets...

haizz..

N now i atill alone at hm..

i feel so lonely now..

haizzz...

nvm...

i shud b xi guan alr...

i nth to post le..

byebye...

N i miss him~~

miss his hug n everything..

how i wish i can b wif him now..

but i guess he dun need me??

or i am thinking too much??

haizz..

2008-03-25T23:40:00.000-07:00

Tadah~~

back to posting agn..

alwaes post recently..=)

coz i love to post..=)

hahaz..

today sch was lyk normal..

but got crt which is a bio test..

hope i can pass=)

anw call my parents n found tat they all went out..

so din go out wif them in e end..

T.T

so called hs n went to eat ice cream wif them...

den after tat saw melisza n erika..

made them pei me for awahile..=)

but abt 5 plus lyk tat they left..

den i waited alone for faloon to pei me...

N he met me at 6.30...

n i waited 1 hr lyk tat for him..T.T

nearly went hm halfway...

den he pei me eat dinner...

n some things happen to us...

dun1 elaborate....

but now solved..=)

i really promised i won do it agn...kaes?

muackz...

N my stupid priner not working...

zzz...

nvm...

waste so much time on it..

nvm..

late le..

i wan go slp...

nites~~

2008-03-24T19:00:00.000-07:00

Back into blogging agn.. (=

So i am super tired...

T.T

everyday oso very late slp...

jux on fri i chat wif my cousin till 4 plus...

n i am super tired...

T.T

so ytd i slp at 2 plus...

so today 6 plus den wake up..

so i sure my dark eye rings getting darker n darker..

being panda soon..=.=

so not feeling awaken i keep on 发呆...

den it cost me to b late..

zzz...

T.T

N i ran 5 rounds...

zzz..

N miss zu came n check my hair n wadever agn...

lolx..

den tuck till so in..=.=

so moral my story is dun ever b late agn..D:

den after tat went back to class..

den n so on..

feeling super tired n kinda of giddy n headache...

zzz..

so keep going toilet n i need go toilet la...

zzz..

den jiu after sch..

went yl hse eat le..

laugh abt smth...=.=

den i went back hm le..

so tired..

N my cousin they all go vivo...

N now they all at newton circus eat...

T.T

cnt go as needed to go revise for test n slp...

coz too tired..

hmm...

zzz..

T.T

Tat stupid guy(jk de) who spam my tagboard got to work le..

T.T

so no1 to pei me la...

T.T

so i very sad la..

nobody pei...

mayb we can only 1 week meet 1 time la..

if not jiu 2 weeks or 3 weeks den meet 1 time..

or mayb 1 month..

T.T

see if we got time anot ba..

damn jealous of those ppl who hv stead in sch de can see them everyday..D:

but nvm..

he is once in sch oso..

but i am still jealous..T.T

haizz..

nvm..

but i am still worried abt 1 thing i scared my feeling will fade..

which is e thing i very very unsure of...

ahhh..

nvm...

顺其自然好了.. D:

k la...

nth to post le..

only hope i won b too tired tml n pass my bio test..

so off to study my bio test..

byebye~~

2008-03-20T21:11:00.000-07:00

Lalala~~

i got suspended for 2 days...

got back into sch agn..

yeah~~

i so happy la..

hahaz..

miss my frenz...

lolx..

but e sad thing is i miss him more...

hahaz..

jk...

hmm..

today i was late for sch la..

but coz of being suspended...

was not counted as late..=)

N when checking...

i very 'smart'...

i go unzip my skirt...

den pull down...

hoping she won check me la...

but in e end she found out...O.o

so her hand went under my skirt...

N pulled my blouse inside...

zzz...

so i became super nerd...

N everybody who saw me was lyk laughing...

lolx..

so ps...

T.T

den went back to class had f&n...

cook e steam egg n soup...

which was salty...

zzz...

so salty...

so din eat much...

den e teachers came to check those who got suspended...

so i 1 min change into a totally different person...

N shi li n shi huan was lyk keep laughing...

zzz..

den i went to pull my socks la...

take off my shoes...

N they laugh agn..

coz of there is bear printed on my socks la...

N they keep laughing n laughing

hahaz..

N i passed e test..

lolx...

den had maths test...

which i think i going to fail...

zzz..

dun care...

den i din finish my hmwk..

so stay back to do..

den mrs loo keep checking..

den keep giving me back to redo...

i was so pek chek la..

N every1 waited for me...

so thx ya...

i love u all~~

so e moral of e story is dun pek chek n u will b able to think..

hahaz...

den went compass eat kfc..

N bus-ed hm wif joanna..

N i cousin came back...

zzzz...

so pei-ing them...

so sian..

zzz...

ah..

gtg alr...

byebye~~

2008-03-18T21:01:00.000-07:00

Lala~~

i am very bored so i came here to post..=)

N karen if really got bomb i sure will give u de..

wahahahaz...

N e most unbelievable thing is i got suspended...

wth..

i was shock la...

i wonder if i can go back to sch tml...

zzz..

omg la...

T.T

i wan go back...

but they say my skirt is short??

omg...

N i jue de super long can...

wth...

i was super pissed off la...

nvm..

N i so guai leh..

1st time get suspended...

but after tat i went to eat mac...

den i went back hm to b pig...

N i am still super tired now...

lolx...

zzz...

haizz...

i wonder if i can go back sch tml anot...

i sure if i nv go back tml n went hm halfway...

sure will kana scolded de...

lolx..

nvm nvm...

if tml nv go back sch if go ppl's hse n slack...

wahahaz...

wad a nice idea..

ahhh..

i wan go watch my show le...

byebye~~

2008-03-17T08:09:00.000-07:00

Tadah~~
back to posting...
N yl have been saying i alwaes posting e same things into this blog...
so i am thinking to change my way of posting..
which i dun even noe how...
lolx..
anw i miss rachel...
T.T
she is sick~~
so rest well~~ ^^
N today went to rp wif yl,hs n chen ning...
so after tat eat kfc..
n i found tat i love kfc lately..
i am addicted to it..
zzz..
die le..
if keep on eating it i sure i will put on weight..
n i saw some video abt miss lalitha which is oso on yl de blog..
which was quite scary so i think i going to cut down on it but its quite difficult la..
anw aftertat i went to faloon's hse...
ok..
i will stop using bf la..
or dar n sorts..
but i scared wad if my sis see this blog??
omg...
but i dun care la..
anw i said i went to his hse...
act wan go hm de...
but call hm n mummy say she will not b cooking for me..
so no choice..
eat outside...
n i call faloon to eat wif me...
hehez..
so he had no choice but was forced to eat wif me..
hahaz..
jk..
lolx..
ok...
i getting quite random these days la..
zzz..
i duno yy..
N now is alr 11pm n i still alone at hm~~
no body has come back yet..
=.=
i am so lonely~~
T.T
anw i recently quite 感性 la...
coz duno yy i been crying for very little things...
O.o
i mean when see shows i will cry lyk as if its raining...
lolx..
anw i found e song heavenly days which was nice..
i found it sad n touching la...
when i see e whole mv i cried agn...
T.T
link: http://www.jpopasia.com/play/4603/aragaki-yui/heavenly-days.html
plz look at it...
its really very touching...
i bet u will cry after looking at it??
N tml is our doom's day ba...
tml i sure i get caught??
coz i die die oso dun1 tie my hair...
ok la..
coz i wan to get suspend n out of sch..
N i sure my mum won't mind..
but i found tat this sch sux more as day goes by..
roar~~
i wish i am mas selamat(which is my daddy)
who can give me tons of bomb...
N i blow this sch~~
hahaz...
n i muz b sure tat e principle n ppl i hate inside...
so i can blow them to death~~
wahahaz..
i found myself very wicked...
lolx...
i wan go slp le i am tired alr...
N many ppl saying my eyerings getting darker n darker day by day~~
N i sure 1 day mayb i will b a panda...
if i dun slp early...
so i go slp now le..
nites... ^_^

2008-03-15T23:23:00.000-07:00

Tadah~
back to posting agn..
N tell a gd news ba...
I n him ok le...
we r not quarreling anymore..
N back to e sweet days agn...
yeah~~
so today went to meet him..
went to watch movie sky of love...
which was damn touching...
i cried till i cnt stop my tears...
so faster watch it....
its really very touching...
N i rate it 4/5
coz its really very nice...
really worth to watch...
so after den walk walk den eat dinner walk agn...

den hm sweet hm..

was quite emo today...

duno yy la...

N really sry for my un decisivness..

N nth to post le..

nites..

2008-03-10T08:36:00.000-07:00

Back to posting agn...

sry ya...

i have been emo these days...

back to non- emo n now i back to it agn...

N i dun even noe yy...

zzz...

mayb coz of my bf la...

we have been quarreling often...

N he is not replying my msg....

send him lots he den reply??

N do u all think going out cnt reply msges??

ok...

if i can do it it...

i think u r jux giving me excuses la...

i really feel so pek chek la....

my tears r still dropping when typing this post la...

which blurred my vision...

nvm...

i am jux feeling so fking emo...

my heart sanks once agn...

mayb i really forgive him too easily le...

N he is bullying me agn...

or mayb i no character....

which every1 is riding on me...

i am un decisive which is really a bad thing la...

i am losing in this relationship once agn...

i think we may not last le...

ppl jux wish me luck kaes??

hope i am not tat emo this days....

i gtg...

bye...

2008-03-07T04:52:00.000-08:00

Tadah~~

back to posting le...

so ytd was sports day n i ran away from it...

hahaz..

din get caught... xD

so today morning is lyk damn suay la...

i woke up at 7am in emorning...

coz i 4get to put alarm in my hp...

so my sister woke me up...

hahaz...

prepared myself in 10 mins...

N i chiong down...

so i took a cab to sch...

N wasted $5 plus...

hahaz...

dens i got back my ss test...

N i passed...

get 6/12...

ok...

at least i passed i am alr very happy...

hahaz...

so after sch...

was lyk damn tired n hot...

n i went to yl hse...

eat maggi mee...

den feeling hot lyk having fever lyk tat...

i went hm...

den at e bus stop saw hui shan n shi huan...

n they ask if i wanna eat some ice-cream as i feel hot...

hahaz..

den i cnt resist e ice -cream's temptation...

i went to eat wif them...

but instead we went to drink milkshake...

so quite nice in e begining...

but after drink abt 3/4..

feel very sweet n very de ni...

den after tat went hm....

use com awhile n abt 6pm i went to slp...

as i feel so damn tired...

n i slp till 8 pm...

N i am still very tired...

*yawns*

n i jux wake up awhile only...

N tml we having cip..

n i wan go suntec see my bf...

he is working there...

at e exhibition...

so plz do drop by when u r free to see if u need anything...

N i miss him lots...

last week we met for 5 days...

but this week we din met at all...

N i am really scared i feeling fade...

zzz....

i will jue de i bei pan him de...

N this few days for duno wad reason i am feeling very emo...

ahhh...

N lyk for dunno yy i been crying for duno wad reason...

my heart feel so heavy...

haizz~~

*heart sank*

k la...

tats all...

nth to post le...

byebye...

2008-03-05T04:48:00.000-08:00

So today was lyk damn boring la....

coz erika nv come sch...

miss her crazy voice...

wahahaz...

so was scolded by mdm qin tat bitch...

i really hates her la...

yy can't she jux dissapear into e world where i cnt see her....

zzz...

she jux sux to e core la...

dun wanna to elaborate le...

if wan noe go yl de blog ba...

she ot write abt those things...

N my clear record is now destroyed...

T.T

got my name inside le...

N bf now got work le...

so i super free...

lolx...

can keep on going out these days...

duno if its a gd news or bad la...

who call him make me sad...

so i will make him miss me lyk hell la...

n he nv reply my msn now...

zzz...

he going to regret soon...

roar~~

anw i feel lyk pon-ing e sports day coz its lyk damn sian la..

zzz..

k la...

nth to post le..

byebye...

2008-03-04T04:24:00.000-08:00

Tadah~~
back into posting le...
act ytd got post de...
but post till half...
my damn kor came back...
N snatch my com away so i end up nv posting...
so really need to post smth that happen ytd...
morning...
went to toilet wif yl,hs n sl...
den...
lazy type so wan noe abt this thingy go yl de blog...
den came back from e toilet...
sat beside erika...
den from duno no where...
a beetle fly out from my bag...
n hs say during toilet alr saw e beetle...
den it buzz around my ears there...
den i quickly screamed n run away from beetle..
den e class was lyk laughing at me la..
den duno y time fly very fast ytd...
n during eng lesson...
my mum suddenly told me tat my hse was on fire...
den at first tot she jking..
den she say she 4got to turn off e stove...
i was lyk freak out...
coz wad if it really burn my whole hse down...
so i quickly chiong down to e general office asking if can go hm..
den mrs tay tok to my dad...
n crap alot la...
den i argue wif her...
den she let me go hm la...
coz after toking to my daddy...
den cab-ed hm...
n open e door saw e whole hse fill wif thick black choking smoke..
i quickly went to turn off e gas la...
e pot was lyk burning red la...
if i later go back really wif my whole hse down la...
lolx...
den after smelling e super nice smell..
i felt sick n felt lyk vomiting la...
feel lyk fainting..
feeling sian...
i call bf..
den dunno yy tok tok...
tok till we quarrel la..
n i cried...
think next time i dun want to call him alr..
think will end up quarreling..
den feeling lonely..
i skipped my luch as no1 pei me to eat...
n i hate my daddy la...
he so baias...
dun wanna elaborate le...
den today was normal...
only smth happened during pe la...
lazy to type abt it n lazy to elaborate oso...
so after sch went for crt n went compass eat...
after tat jiu...
hm sweet hm..
so nth much to post le...
byebye..

2008-03-02T03:46:00.001-08:00

Hahahaz...

back to posting agn...

so ytd went out wif bf...

watch fool's gold..

its quite ok la...

den went to eat dinner wif him la...

n i treated him la..

see i so gd...

hahaz..

as i promised ya...

hahaz...

so din't get to shop la...

coz when we go out alr 5 plus...

so after dinner everything alr 10 plus le...

so mrt-ed hm...

den today morning had tution...

N went for facial....

N e sweet thing thing ish my dar pei me go...

so he waited for me for nearly hrs...

so its really bored for him...

but to pei me he sacrifice his 2 hrs for me...

hahaz...

such a great bf...

lolx...

den eat n went hm...

N today is our 9 month anniversay le...

yeah~~

3 more months to 1 yr...

yeahhhhhhhhh...

hope we can last forever...

so wish us last long long ah...

so nth ya to post le...

byebye...

N last thing i wan say~~

I LOVE MY DAR~~

2008-02-29T06:49:00.001-08:00

Tadah~~

back into posting agn...

delete some of my post coz got problem inside...

T.T

waste my time for typing so much last time....

ok...

so happy leap yr..

hahaz..

so today sch was boring as usual...

in morning got uniform check...

n she caught me...

but e smart me quickly pull out my pin...

wahahaz...

so dint get caught...

heng ah..

zzz...

i so bhb la..

say myself smart..xD

but yl n tricia got call out...

which was lyk damn lame..

lolx...

they ke lian lo..

if wan noe more go yl's blog ba...xP

so class per normal..

budden during ss was super funny la...

wan ying took yl's bag...

n yl took hers...

budden...

wan ying took yl's ez link card to show every1...

O.o...

but quite ok la...

coz i found yl's ex link card quite cute...

hahaz...

N i found wan ying's deep dark seceret...

she hv 5 sanitary XXX in her bag...

so mext time who dun hv...

borrow from her...

guess guys ...

u noe wad i toking abt??

hahaz...

its super obvious la....

k la...

so after tat go bf's hse ah...

ok...

i hv to make this clear...

i nv go his hse do anything hor...

dun think Y...

lolx...

coz tat piggy nv go out eat niaz..

so meet him shun bian get some food for him...

N i hv to say this...

on tue went to meet him...

after awhile his bf's daddy came back...

so instead of calling him uncle...

i folo bf n call him daddy...

lolx..

which was lyk damn ps la...

after tat ask him how's his daddy's reaction...

N his parents laugh at me...

T.T

N i nv wanted to b their 媳妇...

i jux accidentally de...

i not despo to marry to their family...

=.=

so its damn sia suay la.

i swear i dun1 make tat mistake agn...

so rmb gals..

nv ever folo ur bf calling their parents daddy or mummy...

if not u will damn sia suay la...

so muz rmb la gals..

hahaz..

if not u will end up lyk me..T.T

k la...

nth to pst ya...

gtg...

nites..

byebye~~

2008-01-31T04:24:00.000-08:00

Hello~~

so yeah~~

today got 超级星光大道..

N ii not going to watch...T.T

coz got geog test tml...

zzz...

but can watch replay...

N 我的野蛮奶奶 juz 大结局 ytd...

N so now got new show 阿旺新传~~

although very old le...

but ii juz watch only la...

hahaz...

coz no chnl 55..

only got chnl 48 so in cantonese~~xDD

yeah~~

so off to go study my geog test le...

but ii cnt really rmb la...

coz myy mind ush lyk blank...

all ii can think of ish only him las...

hahaz...

coz love him too much??

lolx...

ytd met him only now alr miss him lyk mad??

T.T

nvm la...

continue miss him ba..

so so juz hope will pass las...

yeah yeah...

N new yr coming so getting a new hp soon...

yeah yeah...

so gtg lar..

byebye~~

2008-01-29T01:00:00.000-08:00

Lalala...

i am so bored now...

tats yy came here to post...

today nth post la..

juz post for fun only....

haiz haiz haiz...

ii really very sad la...

haiz...

not going into detailed..

haiz...

ii now very emo...

dunno if it will comtinue anot...

haiz haiz haiz..

zzzz...

k la...

bye...

2008-01-28T01:05:00.000-08:00

Lately has been very guai...

everyday had been going directly after sch..

hahaz..

dunno yy leh...

juz feel very sweet to reach hm...

hahaz...

N mayb coz ii not much money to go out eat le ba..

so today was damn funny??

lolx...

morning was emo n pek chek can..

emo coz of him...

pek chek coz of tat jasmine sitting beside me...

N ii found one of her dirty little secret...

she 自言自语..

omg la...

wth la...

she toks to herself?? O.o

den huishan say mayb later...

she will suddenly turn to me n strangle me..

this ish soo scary la...

T.T

omg...

N today wan ying n erika fight...

so funny la...

they lyk killing each other...

den ii was lyk sitting there n laugh...

lolx...

hs say me very bad..

den they say tml still hv eps 2 of them fighting...

hahaz...

so funny....

den during chinese lesson...

mdm qin n erika quarrel...

den erika show attitude..

which was damn funny la...

mdm qin went out to scold her...

den erika super angry n nearly threw a chair at her..O.o

den tricia so cool la...

she oso help erika..

i love erika chairman n ii hate mdm qin...

ERIKA CHAIR MAN ROX...

lolx..

I LOVE ERIKA~~

den after sch got e gathering of 2e4 which they say gg vivo...

on 5 of march ii think...

duno if they hv go anot...

den after tat jiu went hm le...

coz ii got a urge of wanting to bath...

lolx...

cozz ii love to bath..

wahahahaz...

so went hm wif wan ying after tat...

N ii saw chong han..O.o

he grew taller le...

omg la...

so much difference...

n he p5 le..

but to me he only look lyk p3 or p2...

hahaz...

den when toking to tat cutie...

my bag dropped n landed on a uncle's leg...

omg la...

he shouted...

omg pain la...

ii was damn ps n quickly alight jiu run hm le...

omg la so ps can...

zzz...

N ii skipped lunch..

coz no1 at hm...

N ii oso not very hungry...

hahaz...

so nth to post le..

byebye...

2008-01-27T06:07:00.000-08:00

Ahh...

so today went to amk to facial...

went to chinatown wif yl...

saw her father n eat there...

den went amk facial...

so myy face ish damn ugly now la...

looks lyk pimple everyehere...

N made yl waited abt 2 hr...

omg..

so long...

sry x100

zzzz...

den went amk hub...

watch movie...

act wan watch 'the house' de...

but e gal wan see the I/C..

so not enough age...

we watch vanished...

its lame siaz...

den yl sat beside a group of guys...

they so lame la...

say wad $9.50 buy a thumb..

lolx..

so lame...

den shop wif yl a while jiu went hm le...

so back le...

den he nv even msg e whole day...

haizzz...

think he no mood or wadever ba...

he so busy find poly...

zzz...

haizz...

dun care le...

k la...

gtg bye....

2008-01-26T06:33:00.000-08:00

First time blog 2 times aday....

coz ii am too bored at hm...

juz finish tokingt o yifang in msn...

n ii knew tat he ok le...

juz to make sure although juz now at evening he say ok le...

T.T

now we rarely tok le...

i dun dare call or sms...

scared he sad....

so even if i msg him..

it takes ages for him to reply lo...

so as well as dun sms...

ok...

ii not angry la...

ii juz dun1 to disturb him..

ii so 失败 lo...

being his gf cnt even 安慰 him...

wad a failure of being his gf...

haiz...

zzz...

dun1 sad here le...

dun1 emo in blog...

k la..

so sayonara lo...

2008-01-26T04:17:00.000-08:00

Bored...

today rotted at hm niaz...

reason coz dun wanna go out...

zzz...

coz she visted me...

so sian can...

ii am so bored...

but tml will b better??

need go out facial tml...

zzzz...

pain...

ii scared...

but if mummy nv accompany go...

ii think ii call frenz come...

hahaz...

shun bian watch movie...

ii think will b watching nc 16 de...

coz ii look old enough??

lolx...

ii admit...

ii look old...

zzz...

ii miss him la...

real miss..

aww..T.T

won b see-ing lately...

he will b damn damn damn busy...

finding polys n stuffs...

ahhh...

my hse ish soo cold now...

mum n sis quarrel...

coz sis went to stay overnite outside..

at her bf hse or chalet...

ii duno la...

she told me slping in chalet but tat day hear her toking phone...

wad will b staying at her bf hse...

zzz...

quarrels n quarrels...

zzz...

ii dun lyk myy hm...

k la nth post le...

bye...

N ii miss him hell lots...

2008-01-24T22:56:00.000-08:00

Ahh...

long time time no post??

ii am really very sad la...

ii dun1 eu to leave me...

seriously...

haizz...

ii dun1 eu go nz...

ii am seriously scared...

ii am really very sad...

Hope tat eu can go poly or wadever la...

HOPE HOPE HOPE~~

ii seriously crazily in love wif eu boy~~

haizzz...

today ii really cnt hyper...

mood really sux la...

SUX TOTALLY~~

N jasmine who ish sitiing beside wif me ish total boring...

she cnt cheer me up...

haizz...

k la..

nth post le bye...

ii seriously in love eu boy~~

2008-01-19T07:47:00.000-08:00

Hahahaz...

quite along time no post le...

lolx...

k...

today went fareast..

bought nth...

T.T

sad rite...

butt when shopping...

yl nearly fall down...

so prevent herself from falling...

she used me as a pole...

den her fingers sank into my stomach...

damn pain la...

T.T

den ii dunno yy my toe injurd...

den super pain la...

n got blood...

den aftr shop finish went to cine...

wanted watch movie de...

but too late alr so nv watch...

den nv watch jiu go eat...

eat ljs...

den super funny siaz..

many things happened...

after tat mrt-ed hm n hm sweet hm...

N today he nv even send me msg or call me e whole day...

zzz...

N he sure say wait for me to sms de...

zzz...

ii think he treated me as ii die??

ii not sure la...

feeling sad...

haiz...

k la ..

nth post le..

bye...

2008-01-15T05:07:00.000-08:00

Lalala~~

have time to blog agn le...

hahahahaz...

today was boring la~~

bully jordan n jonathan lee once agn...o.O

hahaz...

no time to bully them after fri...T.T

coz place will b change?? T.T

ii sure will miss e hyper orlena..xDD

during maths...

got a quiz la...

zzz..

omg...

ii scared i fail??

T.T

i dun1..

T.T

anyway after tat...

mrs loo lyk zhen dui me la..
she keep calling me eh...

yong min come here do...

zzz...

den today got call out agn la...

do e maths thing...

n ii dunno she call me...

den she wait n wait n wait..

den she call me agn...

ii was shiok la...

lolx...

den go out write e ans..

yl say wrong ...

den blah blah...

zzz...

den even bring back teacher marker back to my desk...o.O

coz not concentrating la...

lolx...

den after tat geo lesson change place wif jonathan...

he very unwillingly la..

lolx...

oz he wanted to seat beside our miss crapper shi li?? o.O

lolx..

he lyk her??

hahaz...

dun kill me when eu read this shi li...

ii only jk...

den stole his pen..

tat colour of tat pen was nice..

i wan buy...

lolx...

htinking of coping it de but he found it..o.O

hahaz..

jk only..

i dun steal...

after assembly...

when buy ice cream...xD

den duno a black black insect fly onto my uni..

n ii scream my lungs out..

lolx..

lucky erika save me...

lolx...

i love her..xDD

den went cp de kfc eat...

after tat shop shop awhile jiu go hm le...

den take bus back lo...

den a sengkang sec de guy seat bside me...

n he show me magic?? o.O

lolx...

how lame...

after tat got super funny things happen...

n ii nearly burst out laughing la...

lolx...

den jiu hm sweet hm le...

k la..

nth to post alr...

nites..

byebye...

2008-01-14T06:22:00.000-08:00

Ahh~~

back to posting agn...

dun hv much time to post la...

*yawns*

everyday its lyk tons of hmwk la...

so busy..

but ii nv do some la...

not tat hardworking la...

so today at sch...

super hyper la...

during geo lesson...

ii was urgent den wan go toilet...

den mrs loo dun let me go..o.O

so urgent...

N as ii always say 人有三级的吗~~

nearly shh-shh there..

lolx...

den ii bully ppl la...

E 2 victims are jordan N jonathan...

hahaz...

throw jonathan jordan's pencil box...

hahaz...

drawin jordan's hand...

N tot yl goty angry me...

den my face got 5 emotions.. o.O

lolx...

E 5 faces r...

sad,crazy,angry,happy N hyper...

lolx...

how lame lo...

laugh till cry...

N ii got a bit sick..

coz orlena pass infection of her diesease to me...

hahahaz...

lolx...

N ii love myy sit la...

its sooo fun...

but tat mrs loo tai yan...

wan change my place..

she say i too noisy...T.T

ii dun wish to change la...

if not jiu cnt bully ppl le...xDD

esp e 2 victims above...

hahahaz...

budden ii found mrs loo (our form) quite ok..

but mdm qin e china teacher(co-form)really sux la...

ii hate her~~

she really SUX~~

den after sch..

pei hui shan awhile...

eat e chocolate thingy...

den saw e malay fat guy..(ii duno how to spell his name)

he sux la...

ii dun lyk him oso..

say me cute..o.O

budden e rosliana say me act cute..

wtf la...

jealous of me got ppl praise izzit...

damn pissed off tat time la...

ii curse e two of them la...

they SUX~~

N after tat tok abt 我的野蛮奶奶 N 星光帮。。

they damn cute la...

i love them..xDD

only started witching xing guang bang la...

nice nice..

i love them...

N ii love wang zhong ze..

he super cute...

hahaz..

when toking to hui shan...

ii was damn hyper la..

coz ii too ji dong alr la...

lolx...

den reach hm..

faloon saw tse xin...

den ii tok phone to her...

ii miss her la..T.T

miss her pei-ing me to sch in e morning..

i realyy love her la...

hahahhaz...

k la...

abt there lar...

gtg la...

nth to post alr...

bye...

2008-01-11T02:47:00.000-08:00

Ahh..

back to posting agn..xDD

long time since ii posted alr...

coz too tired/lazy to post le..

*yawns*

N sch's officially opened...

N ii am sick la...

coz of e stupid rain ytd...

juz step out jiu rain le..

damn suai la...

T.T

N yl is not angry alr..xDD

super happy lo...

den got myy h & w...

ii am damn sad la...

ii think cnt grow tall anymore alr...

T.T

from last yr lyk tat jiu abt remain this height...

zzz...

ii am 1.57cm...

N 42kg...

ii wan to slim down to 40kg la...

T.T

n today went temasek poly...

gave us a useless bag...

zzz...

damn heavy siaz...

coz put myy 2 tb in..

bully yan wei n e guide call charlie...

call him take my bag...

hahahaz...

coz our class only got 10 boys...

so kana bully by e gals...

haizz..

tat matter of ....

is still in myy mind...

N ii still thinking abt it...

wad shud ii do??

haizz...

zzz...

k la nth post le...

bye...

yy eu alwaes lyk bu li wo...

ii really getting more n more confused alr...

ii thinking eu still lyk me anot..

wad shud ii do??

shud ii break??

2007-12-31T06:18:00.000-08:00

Tadah~~

back to posting agn...

so went cp wif yl today...

den coz we need buy school shoes den went to amk hub instead...

den yl bought bubble tea to drink in bus...

halfway through...

yl put e drink on e seat...

den duno yy it dropped...

den super ps...

e cup got hole aftertat n it keep on leaking....

den we alighted e bus...

den e driver came to us n told us to take e drink back...

super ps lo...

omg...

den we found yl shoe strap broke...

den got ppl come take no from us...

we nv give n walk away...

after tat we very hungry jiu go eat lo...

after came out...

omg...

saw a group of guys...

den abt 10 plus ppl chase us for e no...

omg...

den we scared la...

we run...

den they keep folo us...

den we take lift...

they folo in siaz...

omg la...

so ps...

ii was lyk so scared can...

omg...

i was trembling with fear siaz...

first time so scared la...

den they keep folo us...

den gave him a no...

zzz...

ahhh...

den went cp to buy thing n hm sweet hm...

ahhh...

sianz...

2 days sch reopen...

iistill dun1 wan go back sch yet...D:

ii am still very tired...

ii wan rest,slp n play...D:

T.T

k la...

nth post le...

nites..

byebye...

2007-12-26T00:51:00.000-08:00

Johnny crogger~~ cute~~

Tadah~~

back to posting agn...

this time muz really post..

quite a long one...

so belated merry christmas~~xP

so went to bugis wif yl la...

On e way there we saw a super cute ang-moh guy..

look lyk e witch yoo hee de johnny crooger...

hahaz...

went bugis junction...

N we bought a wallet at wallet shop...

lyk it alot...

was kinda fairytale...

N its pink~~

love it lots...

den walk walk around...

but did not buy anything much la...

den bought a earring n yl n me wear it tgt...

den walk walk...

walk very very long...

wana buy heels...

but....

its very high...

duno yy...

cnt balance...

so did not buy~~

my balance ish very poor..D:

so walk to bugis junction...

den buy drink share...

jiu go back kovan...

yl buy a cake for her maid...

coz christmas was her bdae~~

so fortunate siaz...xD

on e way back...

smth really funny happened...

omg...

we were planning to take 119 back to yl hse to eat...

so went on a bus...

den i played games at yl hp...

den duno yy...

went back to kovan...

travel 1 whole round...

den we thought we missed e stop...

so we continued in e bus..

den yl suddenly ask if this is 119...

den ii was lyk...

think so ba...

den i realised it may not b 119...

we tried to ask e driver...

but e driver did not hear us...

den a 30 plus de uncle came um -chioing....

telling us its not 119 but 113....

omg...

so we alighted from it...

n lucky it was at hougang..

or else we jiu duno how to go back le...

took cab back to yl hse eat....

her maid but 1 set of mac wing insetead of 3....

so yl was angry...

n eated maggi mee...

den ii jiu go back le la...

lolx...

n today ish super boring la...

rotted at hm...D:

coz no 1 jio me put..D:

k la gtg alr...

byebye..

2007-12-20T06:48:00.000-08:00

Tadah~~

ii feeling super hyper rite now!~~

for duno wad reason..

lolx...

hahahaz...

ii love him ii love him N ii love him..xP

tadah~~

yl bbq coming soon le~~

ii super looking forward to it la...

but e sad thing ish some of them cnt go..D:

ii am sooo happy~~~

lalala...

nth post le la...

gtg...

byebye..

ii noe this post kinda lame...

anyway sry for wasting ur precious time la...

for reading this bo liao post..

wahahaz...

N last thing wanna say ish...

i love ong faloon...

i love ong faloon..

N ii love eu~~xP

muackzz!~~ xP xP

魔女游戏

2007-12-17T20:11:00.001-08:00

Enjoy!!~~

2007-12-09T07:54:00.000-08:00

Ahhh...

its a long time since ii posted le....

zzz...

ii am so bored everyday....

now maple maple...

sianz...

oso nv play audi le...

sianz...

ii am so sian ah...

T.T

nth to do everyday only com n com n com....

sian sian sian....

ii really very sianz...

T.T

budden made alot of of maple new frenz..

e only gd thing...

hahaz...

haizz...

i am so bored la...

T.T

zzzz...

this post except bored i hv nth to post alr...

bye bye...

nites...

2007-12-05T03:10:00.000-08:00

Ahhh..

everyday ish so boring...

T.T

had a new maple acc le...

think regret play la...

mayb dun1 play le...

so sian...

somemore in a guild full of pros...

ii going to quit it after i finish posting....

many pros inside so i became useless...

T.T

sound so pathetic rite...

ahhh...

so sian...

so long only lvl 12...

dun think have e patience to play on le ba...

zzz...

n den cnt go 1 of the outings le...

T.T

sian...

its on mon...

so cnt go...

T.T

argh....

i dun1 to stay at hm...

its so lonely la...

i hate loneliness...T.T

i hate it!!

budden no choice..

still hv to b alone juz hv to xi guan..T.T

ahhhh....

hope sch faster reopen so ii jiu can dun b so bored le...

k la...

nth post le...

bye..

2007-12-03T05:54:00.000-08:00

Lalala...

sometime since ii posted..

ii think myy com de virus got deleted..

hahaz...

so boring la...

tot today won b sian de...

coz ii tot daddy off...

budden e sad thing ish he nv off...

sian half...

so tot can go out de...

den in e end leh...

nv go out...

coz all guys so dun wanna go out...

ahhh...

so boring....

was super pissed off la...

super 不爽！！

budden no choice la....

不爽 oso cnt go out de...

ahhhh...

sian ah...

dun think mummy will let me go out le...

T.T

so sad....

budden sat think got go out...

N mayb got some outings or wadevers....

n i dun wanna rot at hm...

so meaningless can...

super boring la....

T.T

so tell me whenever got outing can...

ii am really very bored at hm...

haizz...

nth to post le...

coz no mood la...

T.T

bye!!

2007-11-30T04:09:00.000-08:00

Lalala...

wish myy kor belated happy bdae...

tadah...

ii am so boring la...

T.T

mummy n daddy came abck from e duno wad country le...

not so free now le...

T.T

but nvm no need to eat so much outside de food...

ii miss mummy cook de...

so nice...

N they brounght alot of chocs from there...

n ii taste every single of them..

yucks...

allof them super sweet siaz...

ii only lyk 1 type of chocs...

tat one was nice...

tasted abit lyk ferror rocher...

so overall was quite nice la..

got a little regret not going tho...

coz there got snow leh...

alot alot of snow...

T.T...

i love snow...

N its was lyk so damn cold myy mummy sayy...

it was abt -5 to 6 degrees...

they bought many winter clothes there...

as its very de cold...

jealous...

if ii go mayb can buy more clothes oso...

budden nvm la...

ii still enjoy freedom more den going overseas..

hahaz...

N myy kor dad n mummy...

ish totally engrossed in why why love...

coz ii watch finish le...

only 1 cd left at yl hse to finish e whole thing..

cried alot when watching la...

super touching...

eyes red red...

N lastly ii super miss amelia....

muz faster go n meet her...xP

n ii nth to post le..

bye...

2007-11-23T22:34:00.000-08:00

Lalala...

a few days nv update le bahhx...

coz myy com kana virus..

T.T..

so plz dun flood or spam myy tyagboard...

muz ti liang me...

ii soooo bored at hm...

ii now bored till wan die alr den online de...

as myy com ish super laggy...

ii alr wasted abt alot of time juz to come here n online...

N post...

today soo bored la...

morning...

myy jie bf came myy hse deliver mac breakfast..

n myy stupid sis nv change myy drink to milo...

so was forced to drink e tea...

i dun lyk..

T.T..

juz bcoz she dun1 me to drink cold thing...

as recently...

ii alwaes stomachache n blahs blahs...

n ii alwaes skip myy breakfast n dinner...

coz ii am alwaes so full...

until late evening den eat...

n myy shorts becoming lose...

T.T...

hahaz...

nvm..

ii can become slimmer lyk tat...

ok...

(dun kill me when eu read this part)

ii scared some ppl will do tat...

xP...

N ytd..

ii slp at mama rm...

its big..

n ii slp there alone!!

ok...

its damn scary...

but ii still managed to fall aslp...

so shiok..

so big de bed belongs to me...xP

but myy kor keep scaring me sayying at nite will near noises upstairs...

so did not quite slp well...

n e aircon so cold...

as ii 4get tat ii on to 18 degrees...

so it was damn damn cold...

hahaz..

kinda feverish now...

ahhh..

dun care...

N myy bdae coming in 3 days...

yesh...

after tat ii jiu can go work n pass myy time le...

yeah!!!

lyk tat jiu no need to ask ppl to pei me le...

ahhh...

N ii need to grow up..

ii dun1 to kao any1 anymore...

ii cnt alwaes ask ppl do this do that wif me...

ii muz b du li...

ii dun1 to KAO any1 anymore!!~~

so ppl if ii wan eu all do do this do tat wif me...

reject me...

kaes??

ahhh...

nth post le...

bye~~

2007-11-19T20:13:00.000-08:00

Lalala..

went wild wild wet ytd...

so fun la...

den at abt 12pm lyk tat rain-ed..

den play play play till 2 plus lyk tat....

rained agn...

so cold...

keep on sneezing...

now flu le....

budden nvm coz super fun...

N we chatted wif e lifegaurd...

wif no lifeguard de looks...

lolx...

den we played agn...

den bath-ed...

N ii bath wif melia coz we share towel..

den when passing shi li e shampoo...

shi li throw back n dunno fly where...

poor shampoo...

den we went to eat kfc...

was very de hungry.....

coz lyk tat...

ii skipped breakfast n dinner...

so ii only eat once a day...

pro siaz...xP

den we go e fairytale there take photos...

N we ask inside e guy if we can go inside take photo...

den we wait n wait....

budden he still nv tell us...

den a gal came to me n ask for my no...

n say e not very shuai de guy wanted myy no...

ok la...

ish not at all shuai de....

so ii rejected la...

yucks...

den went arcade...

n blahs blahs...

den jiu went hm le...

was super tired la...

N ii really very regretted...

ii wan go overseas...

budden now lehhx...

ii had nth...

ii tot if ii nv go overseas...

ii will have ppl to pei me...

den in e end kana ps-ed...

zzz...

siianz...

really damn regret la...

N somemore...

myy daddy go e place ish Germany...

so shiok...

got many angmoh shuai ge de lehhx...

no lehhx...

nth...

rot at hm as usual...

thinking tat if dun go den got alot of freedom...

now lehhx...

still rotting at hm...

ii really damn regret la...

N ii hate e feeling of being ps-ed...

zzzz...

ok la...

if wan see www de photos...

go to yl they all de blog...

ii now really no mood to upload le...

or mayb ii being lazy...

zzz...

ii am soooooooooooo damn bored....

zzzz...

nth post le...

bye bye...

N ii really need some1 to pei me every single day...

someone who won say last min cnt de!!!

if any1 noes any1 lyk tat..

tell me...

ii willing to buy tat person to pei me every single day...

plz contact me if eu can find this person...

N ii really regret not going!!!!

2007-11-18T01:47:00.000-08:00

Ahhh...

ii am damn damn damn damn bored right now...

tats yy ii came to post...

zzz...

supposed to go out wif him de...

budden he go dye hair...

so ii waited...

but its sooooooo long....

N ii locked myself at hm...
somemore its raining...

ii hate it!!!

its damn scary la...

lightning n thunder....

somemore ii alone!!!

alone!!

alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg...

so ii now locked myself inside my kor bedroom...

wif all e lights on n windows close...

omg la...

ii wan go out!!!

ii am very very bored...

lalalala...

juz finished toking wif him on phone...

N ii dun think ii wanna meet him alr...

zzz..

N tml www erika n rachel mayb not going...

siianz...

N if tml rain den will not go www le...

will go watch movie...

siianz...

ii going to rot at hm le...

n ii nth to post le...

bye...

2007-11-16T03:22:00.000-08:00

Lalala...

ii am totally bored rite now...

ii super siianz...

zzz...

ahhh...

later midnight..

daddy n mummy going overseas...

ii am both sad n happy... xP

mostly de hse work ii jiu have to do all...D:

budden ii will b very free.. xD

can go out all ii wan...

wahahahaz...

yeah...

budden ii oso jealous mummy n daddy going overseas...

coz they can seat in plane for 13 ++ hrs...

can watch movies till siao...

damn jealous..D:

zzz...

N they can play alot there...

N e weather there ish winter...

damn cold...

waaaaahhhhh...

FUN...

regret not going..D:

nvm..

its myy choice..D:

budden they will give abt $200 to spend...

altho not alot...

budden ii try to save den keep on going out...

wahahaz...

ii so clever...

zzz...

i dun1 bhb le...

hahaz...

ii damn happy la...

hahahaz...

nth much to post le..

bye...

2007-11-15T01:24:00.000-08:00

Ahhh...

ii am damn pissed off rite now...

knn...

my super fk up neighbour come to myy hse kpo...

Ask me abt myy combination...

N she keep on hao lian-ing how clever n hardworking is her daughter...

Hate her la...

come myy hse hao lian..

spoil myy mood siaz...

hate her...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

i am dammmmmmnnnn pissssssed offffffffffffffffffffff.........

2007-11-07T06:51:00.001-08:00

Lalala...

today super siianz...

rotted at hm...D:

budden tml ish yiling bdae...

so decide to celebrate wif her...XD

budden e sad thing ish ii no $$ so cnt buy present...

so buying belated de...

so ii own ppl many bdae presents now...

ahhhh...

sad...

ytd was super tiring....

went bugis wif melia n mummy....

buy things ii wanted...XDXD

budden super tired la...

but was quite fun wif melia...

N when go mrt-ing hm de shi hou...

take pic wif melia but very ugly so deleted them all...

when last station going hm...

met 2 guys..

ask for me no n try to b fren wif me..

ii was scared..

coz ii was alone..D:

N he say ask if i am a singaporean??

ii nv look lyk singaporean mehhx??

zzz...

haizz...

siianz..

N ii super looking forward to tml..

hahaz...

ii love yiling mummy...

muackz...

nth post le...

nites..

sweet dreams...

2007-11-04T05:13:00.000-08:00

Lalala...

lately got alot of things happened lately...

frenship n for me myy relationship....

haizzz....

budden juz noe tat all conflicts n everything hv solved le....

budden this days alwaes sad n moody becoz of everything adding up...

we drifting apart le....

haizzz...

sad for me??

lolx...

keep on moodying say break n blahs blahs...

haizz...

budden now ok le...

but still got abit sad la...

dunno still can go back to last time anot...

haizz...

dun1 tok abt it le...

e more ii tok e more ii feel sad n moody...

btw yiling bdae ish coming on 8th nov...

lets wish her happy bdae..

but ii no $$$ buy present...

so buying belated ones for many of them...

dunno if can go out on thurs outing for yiling bdae anot..

but hope so bahhx...

ahhh...

nth to post le...

gtg..

bye...

nites..

2007-11-02T04:37:00.000-07:00

Lalala..

daddy wake me up for taxis agn..

siianz..

Den finally had e courage to show her myy report bk...

ii think she sad la...

myy result bad mah...

den say say say...

tok till myy kor...

mummy jiu cry le...

haizz...

managed to comfort her...

N today scary...

N ii think myy hse there got ghost..

go down wif mama buy things...

den after tat when coming back..

it rain soo heavily...

so ii rush back to hm to close windows...

as we forgot...

so ii ran back alone...

den at e lift there...

ii went in..

den keep on pushing e close button...

den cnt close..

keep on open n close but nv go up...

den ii noe smth there...

so ii say...

erm...

can dun play??

(in chinese)

den heard some laughters...

lyk hehe lyk tat...

got scared n go out of lift to let e ghost go up first...

but e door nv close...

keep on open...

n ii press both lifts to 15th floor le...

N still nv move...

until myy mummy come...

den e lift door den go up...

omg...

den when ii went in felt e prescence of smth beside me...

myy hair stood up n felt very cold n ii shivered...

den rush hm...

close windows...

n ii water splashed in...

everything ish in flood...

wasted abt an hour plus cleaning...

lalala...

knew lots of secrets lately...

haizz...

N today ish our 5th month anniversary...

N he nearly 4get...

untill ii keep hinting...

ok la...

mayb not...

ii oso not sure...

haizz...

only a few more days jiu over le...

jyjy bahhx...XD

k la...

nth post le...

byebye...

nites..

sweet dreams..

N ii miss eu super lots....

N super sry for moodiness...

2007-10-30T06:08:00.000-07:00

Lalala...

change myy blog song agn...

its for pets de..

as ii love pets alot...

so ii recommended...

N ii found e lyrics quite touching...

so listen to e lyrics carefully...

today so fun...

morning...

pek chek...

help myy daddy call 3 taxis...

den waited for abt 1hr for them to come...

den daddy say sent me sch to give subject comination form...

budden hor went yl hse instead...

den hor...

euge was sick..

she vomited...

ke lian...

den went around calling for taxis...

after tat went cp...

yiling rebond n dye...

after tat waited for hui shan to come...

den went pasir ris park cycle...

cycle half den saw playground n play...

played swing n a spin thingy...

so dizzy la...

felt lyk vomiting...

den play spider web...

got 3rd...

hahaz...

den jiu go back le...

tired niaz...

so fun la...

hahaz...

k le...

not much to post oso...

gtg..

byebye...

nites...

sweet dreams...

2007-10-28T06:55:00.000-07:00

Lalala...

miss me nots...

so long nv post le...

ytd jiu back from e camp le....

but was too tired to post....

so nv post...

e camp was super fun especially e water activities...

now bit tanned...

nv had sun burn..

but was tanned...

now skin colour quite dark...

myy mum was shocked when she saw me...

she sayy how come ii became so dark lyk charcold lyk tat..D:

so sad...

N at camp was kinda bullied byy trainer kelvin...

so bad la....

sayy me lor mee...

myy name not funny hor..

but nvm ii oso bullied him back..

wahahaz...

N ii miss sexy voice daddy...

he so cute la...

altho he quite fierce...

miss e trainers there...

they very lame n funny siaz...

so cute...

N ii promoted to sec 3 le....

yeah..

wish granted..XD

so happy can...

but some of them ke lian...

haizzz...

kena demoted...

dun worry la...

as ii alwaes say chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi...

cheer up kaes??

ai si mr michael le...

he helped us sooooooo much...

hope he can b our form cher next yr...

N ii wan give him a big big present for treating us so gd....

hahaz...

so nth much to post la...

still very tired from e camp....

had darker eye rings now...

n tanned skin..

ii super tired...

gonna slp soon...

nites...

sweet dreams...

2007-10-23T20:19:00.000-07:00

Lalala...

so boring...

later going out to buy camp things wif amelia n yiling n erika...

ahhh...

siianz...

ii now alone at hm...

n a sms from rachel woke me up from myy slp...

budden nvm la...

coz abt a while later...

my daddy jiu come woke me up..

to help him call taxi agn..

siianz...

always lyk tat de...

n ytd we ask mr micheal abt somethings...

den ii very scared leh...

e more thing we noe e more we get scared...

omg....

haizz...

n ii die le...

ii no slping bag....

any1 kind enough to lend me??

siianz...

ii dun1 slp on e ground...

ii am looking 4ward to e camp but ii dun b panda n dun1 get back results....

haizzz...

siianz...

after today jiu cnt post le...

as tml jiu got camp...

ii sure every1 will miss me...XD

k la...

nth post le...

byes...

2007-10-23T06:49:00.000-07:00

Lalala...

few days nv post le la...

today got back eng results...

overall sa2..

every1 passed...

micheal say abt 15 ppl in our class retain or demote..

so after meeting only a few la...

so dun worry too much...

as ii always say de..

chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi...

so enjoy our camp ba...

so went sch as usual...

den need clear our lockers...

so brought many bks hm..

so heavy..

omg...

keep on dropping them lo...

lucky throw some le..

or else really going to squash me to death..

today went cp to eat pizza..

so ii no $$ to eat..

as ii 4get to get $ for mama..

siianz...

so hungry...

budden yiling bought 2 packet choco panda biscuit..

n gave me eat..

so gd..

den hor..

jiu go yiling de hse...

den huiling go dye her hair...

e dye she bought...

was dunno wad brown de...

but after 20mins horr...

she go wash her hair liao...

was still as black as b4...

den she used yiling de dye...

this time she waited for 40 mins..

but to me her was still as bllack as ever...

hahaz...

ii noe ppl will jealous me..

coz myy hair is natural brown..

hahahahaz..

haizz...

dun1 bhb le la..

den hor..

so funny...

ii keep on laughing..

den they they my laughter from hiccup became witch aka pig..

lolx...

so funny..

den hor..

we use a not very big blaket n squeezed each other...

den we call huiling come see whether she can spot us anot...

hahaz...

so funny..

den horr i laugh laugh n laugh...

till fall down from e bed...

den knock n hit myy head...

so painful...

den horr..

me n amelia de head knock afew times...

so funny...

den hor...

when closing e bed...

as its a sofa bed ii think..

ii go make dunno wad thing...

den omg...

e bed *kiap* myy hand...

so painful...

den still wait for abt 10 sec den managed to open...

so pain...

den yake out became numb...

n very de red...

so funny pain can...

den huiling me n amelia...

keep on stealing e coke from yiling...

den we almost drink half of it...

hahaz...

we so bad...

ahh...

den reach hm jiu almost 8pm le...

so late..

omg...

as ii knew...

once ii get hm ii jiu kena scolded...

zzz...

siianz...

so juz finish conferenc-ing wif them...

n tml go buy camp stuff...

haizz..

ii got go la...

so ii intend to get more $$ from mummy...

n den jiu keep e rest for myself...

so bad rite..

hahaz..

no choice..

as ii now trying to find job...

need earn $$ buy things..

n realise e minimum age for jobs..

is 14...

omg...

i juz abt a month to 14 yr old only...

oso cnt go work..

so siianz...

haizz...

den jiu nth ost le...

gtg...

nites..

sweet dreams...

2007-10-20T06:03:00.000-07:00

Lalala...

ii finally able to stabilize myy feelings...

trying myy very best not to fade...XD

still got 17 going 16 more days to go..

ii am count down-ing...XD

ahhh...

today was super boring..

every1 left me n went out...

so ii am alone at hm...

read yiling's blog...

n juz knew tat 90% of us failed our maths exam...

ok...

ii knew ii will fail...

haizzz...

ii won cry now...

coz...

chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi...

ii have to face e reality on mon...

no escaping...

haizz...

ii afraid ii going to retain...

haizz..

so sad...

yiling...

nvm la...

dun sad le...

juz think positively...

dun worry now...

now worry oso no use...

juz enjoy ur sun 1st...

mon den worry

haizz...

so many ppl sms-ed not to cry when ii nv cry....

galfrenz...

muz think positively...

dun think too much now...

haizzz...

siianz...

now 9pm le..

still haven eat yet...

zzz...

ke lian rite...

n ii super hungry now...

ahhhh...

gtg eat maggi mee le....

bye...

dun think too much....

nites..

2007-10-18T20:35:00.000-07:00

Lalala...

went to fareast ytd...

bought things..

who went ish erika,amelia,rachel,yiling,hui shan,euge,shi li N weixiang..

but weixiang left early...

so sad...

he ke lian...

things happened...

but dun care la...

they r still myy precious galfrenz...

den mrt-ed hm...

hui shan,rachel keep on zao geng...

ii oso got abit..XP

but not so ming xian only...

den in e crowded mrt..

hui shan n rachel was bio-ed byy some perverts...

was damn pek chek...

this kind of pervert...

took pics..

but ii was too lazy to upload here...

as ii really very tired n restless...

wanna see pics go yling de blog bahhx...

so ii..

slept at 12 plus ytd nite...

den was woken upat 2 plus coz of e vibration on e phone...

zzz...

den ii...

ok nvm..

ii won't emo in myy blog...

tossed n turned on e bed till 4am...

coz there r too much things in myy mind...

could not slp...

4 plus den go back into slp...

den 6 plus woke up agn...

coz myy sis ish too noisy...

7 plus going 8 plus fall back to slp...

den abt going 9am...

myy hp vibrate agn...

so sms-ed...

zzz..

till abt 10am..

it stopped for a while...

n was trying to go to slp agn...

but was woken up once agn....

coz myy dad wake me up to call taxi...

call abt half an hour using 3 phones...

but could not even get one...

zzzz..

so pek chek...

in e end myy dad took bus...

so pek chek...

juz coz of this taxi thingy wake me up...

so could not get back to slp anymore...

ii sure today will b a bad day..

as ii cnt even go slp...

k la...

nth to post le...

gtg...

bye...

2007-10-16T23:39:00.000-07:00

Lalala...

ii went yiling hse...

den went compass awhile...

den went amelia hse...

saw e hair...

its very nice n smooh...

lyk it alot..

after den daddy keep calling me to go hm..

zzz..

den jiu go hm le...

den received sms..

got super sad or angry??

ii not very sure..

zzz...

den talk things out...

N talk...

den daddy came back jiu hang up le...

N daddy came back from cp..

knewing ii nv eat lunch..

daddy bought abt 20 sushi for me..

ate alot...

n still got leftovers...

sooooo full...

hahaz...

got super sad juz now..

but now ok le...

ii will try euge n hui shan's new advice next time..XD

will stop emoing in blog..

hahaz..

N ii now fan-ing how to ask myy mum to go out tml...

zzz...

N ii not sure if dad got off anot...

zzz...

gtg..

muz try to ask...

ok..

nth post le...

nites..

sweet dreams...

bye...

2007-10-12T04:34:00.000-07:00

Lalalala...

changed myy blog song to...

sry blame it on me byy akon...

hahaz...

in love wif it lately...

its rare tat ii lyk eng song..

kaes...

lalala..

had maths n home econ exam...D:

ii bet ii flunk myy maths paper...

its DIFFICULT!!!

many ppl cried after maths exam immediately...

so sad...

haizz...

ii think ii going to retain or drop NA le...D:

haizz...

tell myy mummy abt it...

mama say...

eu do ur best jiu can le....

dun worry...

this make me feel even worst...

sad...

but ii will try myy best in sci...

gonna study hard these few days....

as this ish myy last paper...

jyjy ppl...

so after e exams jiu went cp de library....

hui shan had to go hm...

as she need to see doctor...

she so crazy in maths...

study till fever!!!

1st time heard tat ppl can study till fever...

so pro can....

den ii went Bk to study wif yi fang n HIM...

den jiu went hm le...

N psps...

ii not sad or angry la....

ii juz mood swings...

as ii got ahem...

den stomach abit pain so dun feel lyk toking...

so ii will lyk tat somtimes...

N ii too ps to tell eu juz now...

sry ahhx...XP

N lastly ii nv feeling fade...

so ii...

WILL LOVE EU 4EVER!! XP

N 1 last thing....

every1 who comes in myy blog muz tag me!!!

ITS A MUZ MUZ!!

2007-10-10T02:56:00.001-07:00

Lalalala...

nv post for 2 days le...

ytd go sch till half jiu went hm le...

was super tired n having fever...

den slp all e way...

go see doctor at night...

N e doctor super fk up...

made me so angry...

den had eng paper 2 n lit...

ii think ii did it badly for eng...

as ii was doing it very slowly coz felt dizzy...

N cnt really concentrate...

after tat jiu went yl hse...

her maid help me alter e skinnies...

so gd can...

den eat maggi mee...

after a while jiu go hm le...

was super tired...

n ii nearly fall down as myy legs turned wobbly suddenly...

N it was raining...

so suaiz...

but only a few drops la...

so not tat bad...

den went hm slp slp...

N we nv meet for 5 days le...

ok...

was sad can..

ii really dunno wads happening to me...

ii dunno wad to do...

ii feel soooo lost suddenly...

wad shud ii do...

can any1 tell me?

ahhhhh...

fine...

nvm...

N ii going to b alone agn tonite...

which will made me think more abt sad things agn??

ahhh...

tried very very hard to concentrate...

haizz...

but nth go inside...

zzz....

ahhhh...

gtg as ii wanna try to study...

nites...

bye...