â™¥ Lalala~~

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I changed my blog link n this will b my old blog from now onwards..

my new link: th-unloved-me.blospot.com

go n relink me..=)

i need to 4get my past so this shall b e last i come into blog..

so bye~

我爱你~♥ @2:42 AM

Sunday, May 25, 2008

so today was bored..

rotted at hm e whole day..

zzz..

budden i manage to watch fated to love u..

so nice..

hahaz..

n my mum too was addicted in it..

lolx..

she keep on asking me to play..

hahaz..

n i today viwawa-ed too..

N morning got tution..

hahaz..

was quite ok..

only abit slpy..

n really time really flies fast..

only left 5 more day n i gtg..

will miss my galfrenz la..

T.T

N i changed my blogsong to 99 ci wo ai ni..

very cute..

hahaz..

so will miss this peeps only:

chen ning

amelia

euge

hui shan

jinyu

rachel

wan ying

yiling
( all names in aphlabetical order)

so wad abt my bf ong faloon?
hahaz..

i will a little pian xin in this..

i will use every sec missing him..

hahaz..

i love u lots lots lots..

muackx..

我爱你~♥ @11:52 AM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

so today was lyk bad for me la..

had parents meeting..

on e way there..

my dad say i am rubbish..

damn angry tat i cried la..

budden he knew he say wrongly..

after tat he called me n apologize to me..

den tat china bitch say i very ai mei..

bring this bring tat to sch n blahs..

all crap..

n she say i very squeaky..

alwaes scream whenever she touches me..

hahaz..

coz i dun lyk her to touch e..

my mum noes everything la..

she is jux repeating herself man..

so its lyk quite ok la..

only tat she is dissapointed wif my results..

n e thing is she tok till very Q..

n my mum dun understand at all..

hahahahaz..

so she dunno abt e bf thing..

hahahahaz..

den mrs loo la..

tok abt my academic n i very blur n i often daydream..

so i dunno anything abt e suituation in class..

she say i alwaes say duno which was true..

hahaz..

n she oso say i am indecisive everything oso dunno..

hahaz..

ok i noe all this abt myself..

n overall i htink my impression for those teachers was not tat bad afterall..

hahaz..

so today rot at hm la..

so damn sian..

n i feel damn guilty to my parents..

so tats all today..

byebye~

我爱你~♥ @4:59 AM

Friday, May 23, 2008

Rahh..

i hate tat china bitch..

why e hell does she wanna intrude into my personal life..

she is nth jux a teacher..

she has no rights to do tat..

i jux sooooooooo fking hate her..

she is causing soooooo much emotional feelings...

fk her laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

i hate tat bitch..

so today was really suai la..

woke up late in emorning..

saw chen ning..

went back class..

N its geo lesson..

play heart attack..

i noe its lame but really fun la..

den e newzealanders r leaving..

they performed for us la..

den report bk was given out..

but not mine..

i gotta see parents 1st b4 i get back..

n my results were super bad la..

super super..

n i get third in class.. (from behind)

bad..

zzz..

so tml meeting tat china bitch la..

i am sure she will add lots of vinegar n salt into this matter..

i so fking hate her la...

den after sch wemt to eat mac wif hs..

n hm-ed..

thinking tat mayb able to meet..

i called him..

but nope..

zzz..

he say tat may meet ytd..

but nv..

n on vesak day was e last day we met ba..

b4 i go for my holiday..

n its super long la..

from 30th may-14th june..

2 whole weeks..

14 days..

oh god..

den i sure it will b a month later b4 i meet him agn..

n he got sch..

sooo it will b at least a month..

nvm..

its a gd thing too..

n my 1 yr ani will b down e drain..

or mayb we won even b 1 yr..

coz of tat china bitch..

if my mum noes anything..

i sure they will confiscate my hp..

to make it worst they will go sch n pick me everyday..

haiz..

budden it mayb a gd thing..

i think i need to cool down during my holi..

ok la..

so nth to post alr..

byebye..

我爱你~♥ @12:35 AM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

hello~

i am here to pst agn..

lolx..

so today was normal..

only tat super suai today la..

zzz..

i am suai in everything today..

zzz..

today kana scolded..

n i am not in wrong siaz..

wth la..

=.=

so got e bio thing..

den abit lame la..

zzz..

n amelia n i went to explore e boy's toilet..

n i realize there got button to push to flush away e water in there..

lolx..

i was amazed lo..

its lyk so funny can..

lolx..

den waited n waited..

n e bio thing wasted 2 hr plus of my time..

den went hm wif amelia...

bought ice cream.

n it was nice..

n i eat till very dirty..

lolx..

n e weather nowadays its lyk damn hot la..

i hate e weather..

its soooooooooo hotttttttttttttttt...

=.=

den n when gg hm..

i took 89..

den when alight i saw 83 run away right in front of me..

zzz..

den took 136 la..

reach e certain stop tat got more bus..

den i saw 3 run away agn..

zzz..

n i waitewd for nearly 20 mins..

wth..

n tml is parent's meeting..

dead meat soon..

T.T

budden my mum not coming tml..

she is busy..

hahaz..

which was a gd thing..

so i can die later den die so fast now..

oh..

god bless me for e parent's meeting..

byebye~

我爱你~♥ @4:01 AM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

so i am here to post here agn..

today had breakfast wif jinyu, yl n rachel..

den went to photocopy some notes..

n we were nearly late..

so we run lo..

n we got sweaty...

zzz..

den sch was normal..

only have some wierd conversations la..

cn: when did sch holiday end?

me: 2 june(date we stead)

cn: huh? o.o

me: realise i say wrongly..( laughs n laughs)

cn.. laughs n laughs..

i think i keep thinking of e anni..

hahaz..

n i am not in sg..

i gonna go overseas~~~

so cnt celebrate..

den hs nv come..

sian sian sian...

den went yl hse..

slack..

i wanna swim de..
budden coz mummy call me go hm..

i nv go swim..

zzz..

so nth post le..

byebye~~

我爱你~♥ @6:50 AM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Dun believe euge..

hahaz..

i nv wan to stop blogging..

n sooo i am not lazy too..

so today was bored n bored n bored...

had pe..

play badminton..

wif tat shafie..

lalala..

n hs went hm halfway..

n was bored..

den went yl hse wif euge..

play dai di n cheat...

was fun la..

n UNO too..

hahaz..

den sian la..

slack till 7 plus at her hse..

den went hm wif euge..

rahh..

jux reach hm not long ago..

n was super tired..

N i am super super disappointed wif my results la..

ok..

my fault n i shall blame no1 except myself..

do u all think i still have time to work hard for my EOY??

i feel so discouraged suddenly..

n my parents r treating me super gd lately..

n i felt tat i surely make them sad wif my results..

oh..

ym ah ym..

i shall wake up from my dream n start studying..

so i shall stop dissapointing my parents yeah..

n i din noe yy..

i jux cried in e bathrm all by myself..

coz coz i tot tat wad if my mum is disappeared..

den i jux cried..

randomly..

n i am super tired..

i jux want to slp..

rahh..

so byebye..

我爱你~♥ @6:32 AM

OKAY PEOPLE !
EUGENIA'S HERE TO POST FOR YONGMIN,
COS PRETTY YONGMIN IS PUUUUUURE LAZYYYYYY.

I SUGGEST TO YONGMIN;
TO QUIT BLOGGING,
COS SHE DON'T EVEN WANT TO LIFT HER "HEAVY" FINGER ON THE KEYBOARD.

EVEN IF SHE POST,
SHE'LL POST ALL ABOUT HER LOVEYDOVEY THINGY ABOUT HER&EHEMEHEM !

---------EUGENIA !

我爱你~♥ @3:48 AM

Friday, May 16, 2008

Rahhh..

i am back into posting agn..

today got back our combined results...

n u noe wad..

i failed 5 subs..

pass 2..

n i got 44%..

lolx..

how come fail so many still can get get lyk borderline fail?

lolx..

i swear i gonna work hard for EOY..

if not i not call yongmin..

i willl call min yong..

lolx..

so sch was normal..

den after sch went to yl hse to play..

lolx..

melia n euge left early..

me n jinyu stay till 6 plus..

we were playing poker..

i was quite li hai..

lolx..

kept winning..

hahaz..

den htey dun1 me to play..

coz i am too pro??

lolx..

hahaz..

dun bhb le..

if not i think u will vomit??

lolx..

den we play cheat..

N i coz i keep cheating they keep catching..

den in e end i lose till chan chan..

but i was quite pro..

coz i got lyk 4 As n 4 Ks..

den i put king instead of A..

N den i kept cheating..

den itss lyk so funny lo..

left till i was so tired..

roll on e floor..

lolx..

N tml will go out lo..

i dun1 to rot at hm..

coz if i at hm i will b alone e whole day..

i noe i am lonely..

den tml i will go find job..

really hope i can find..

so i can go shopping..

tho i got go overseas la..

but i still hope i can get e a job..

coz i hv no money left to shop for anything alr..

so bless me n hope i will get a job..

lolx..

hahaz..

so nth to post le..

byebye~~

我爱你~♥ @7:14 AM

Thursday, May 15, 2008

So i am here to post agn..

today woke up late...

so cabbed to sch..

n i accidentally knocked my head onto e taxi when going in..

=.=

N it wasted my money..

but nvm i no need to run..

so got back our results..

its sooo bad..

i am dissapointed wif myself..

fail many subs..

n i am lazy to take out my result slip..

T.T

so i am oso lazy to post all my results here too..

budden nvm la..

i cnt slack le..

muz really work hard in Ca2 n Sa2..

if not i really will retain or get demoted..

which i don wan tat to happen..

i wan go poly..

den i wan to b e same poly as faloon..

coz after my o lvl..

he will go poly mayb..

so i really hope tat la..

but anw i muz think positively n work hard..

dun give up..

so today after sch went eat kfc..

wif hs,yl n jinyu..

den i went to met him..

its lyk so long nv meet him le la..

its abt 2 weeks lyk tat since i hugged him..

so long..

hugged him till shuang today..

but still not enough..

n i dunno yy its lyk i hv alot to tok to him la..

n i dun feel lyk leaving him...

my heart feels heavy for dunno wad reason..

n i dunno yy..

N now i alr miss him so much n kept thinking of him alr..

i dunno yy..

anw i am tired alr..

i wan to slp...

nites..

N i miss u alr...

i love u, boy..

muackx..

我爱你~♥ @6:25 AM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Rahhh..
jux in 2 days time n i had so much to blog abt..
so this will ber a super super long post..
=)
plz bear wif my luo suo-ness
so so...
ytd went to kbox wif peeps..
which includes melia, hs, chel n edmund..
firstly i go meet edmund 1st..
coz edmund tat ben dan dun even noe how to take 86..
meet him..
he was toking phone..
den we go wait bus la..
den i was playing smth den it cut into my finger..
super pain..
all edmund's fault...
T.T
den take 86 n melia board e bus..
so crapped n laughed all e way to amk hub..
lolx..
den went to kbox..
so cold there lo..
N its so funny..
so we sing..
n now i love xiao qing ge..
its so nice..
lolx..
dens i went to toilet many times..
lolx..
n abt 6 plus hs left.
den we continue singing..
den jiu leave le..
walk around den take neo print..
hahaz..
so pics time..
=)

N e pics i look ugly..

So today..

was late..

wake up at 10pm..

den rush rush rush..

heng rain..

if not i gg to run le...

so i was heng de lo..

hahaz..

den got back eng n i flunked it..

=.=

n got back chinese n i get b4..

T.T

so lan..

i din expect it de lo..

N faloon got distinction..

so i sure get laugh at de lo..

so i din tell him anything yet.. X:

den cdp got a blind point duno wad la..

den got ppl say me act n act innocent..

so its lyk wtf la..

i change so much since last yr can..

last yr i may act cute la..

but now i dun hv le eh..

if u dunno me close enough plz dun put comments on me..

n sometimes if u really duno how to differentiate act cute n random/lame/hyper or wadever..

dunno anyhow say..

N wad abt acting innocent??

i really dun hv..

i wan to say this..

y would i act innocent..

plz la..

i got some1 who love me so much there is no need to act..

as long as i hv tat some1 its alr enough i dun need to act wadever things..

n if u r e one saying this i jux wanna say u r e one who is acting la..

dun anyhow say ppl la..

reflect on urself 1st b4 u say la...

n if u r really e one plz dun b guilty i nv blame u..

coz every1 hv a some1 who hates them so i am ok wif it..

as long i hv some1 tat loves me i am enough alr..

so ya..

i miss my dear bf..=(

its lyk so long nv meet le..

super miss him..

i miss his hugssss..

coz i love him hugging me..

so warm..

rahhh..

so gtg alr..

bye..

N tml all e tests will b given out..

gd luck n bless me..

hope u see this post ..

N noe wad i am thinking abt..

hahaz..

n i love u alot..

muackz..

我爱你~♥ @9:25 AM

Hahahaz..

this is rachel..

u noe yy?

coz its euge's idea..

拉车= rachel..

too bad i dunno how to edit pic..

if not this photo will ...

hahahhaz..

cnt imagine..

hahahaz..

thx euge for giving me this great idea..

lolx..

hahaz..

i gtg liaoz..

bye~

我爱你~♥ @7:35 AM

Monday, May 12, 2008

So i am here to post agn..

had f&n test today which was difficult..

had 3 essays..

N lots of definations..

N i dunno how to do..

i am comfirm i will be flunking it badly..

den went yl's hse..

mahjong awhile n went hm..

bored bored bored..

i am so tired..

i wanna rest n rest n rest n rest~~~~~

我爱你~♥ @4:39 AM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

So i am here to post agn..

rahhh..

sian eh..

today is sunday..

n i am alone at hm..

mummy went out..

Anw happy mother's day..

rahh...

i am so bored at hm..

jux finish toking to faloon on msn..

n he is not replying me agn..

i can guess tat he is playing dota agn..

rahh..

dota is more important den me..

T.T

he loves playing dota..

n he ignores me toking to him..

seee...

i am so ke lian..

so pity me ba..

T.T

he dun likes to tok to me..

i guesss...

everytime he oso lyk tat one..

not i wan emo or something sometimes..

is he every single time oso lyk tat..

rahh..

i cnt rely on him too much...

we r jux getting further apart..

nvm..

as soon as i get i will no need to think too much..

coz holidays r coming..

so i really hope i can get n get busy n 4get him..

so i no need meet him or contact him too much..

so wish me get a job ba..

N ytd i went to apply for one at bugis..

we r still waiting for tat shop to reply..

really hope i can get it..

so i go le..

byebye..

need to study for my f&n too..

byebye~~

ok..

i dun feel emo in this post..

but e truth is..

i am emo-ing agn..

but dun blame me..

我爱你~♥ @1:35 AM

Friday, May 9, 2008

Lalala..

random..

today had maths paper1 n problem posing..

paper1 was difficult..

T.T

i think gonna flunk it..

hahaz..

but at least better den paper 2..

still got some noe how to do..

den problem super funny..

i posed till so easy..

lolx..

anyhow do siaz..

N e schwas treating us lyk guinea pigs la..

test duno wad..

N i very fast jiu finish it le..

i spend abt 20mins slping..

lolx..

so shiok as last nite was emo n i kept thinking abt some matters..

whichmade me shi mian..

wake up at 5 plus n slp at 12 plus..

keep rolling on e bed n thinking abt some things..

so doing e halfway i nearly fall aslp n e 20 mins sure was gd..

anw today went compass wif yl,euge n melia..

ate yoshi n melia go back sch for np meeting..

ke lian de melia..

T.T

den went library to slack..

after tat yl go ec hse cut her hair..

n its lyk no difference..

lolx..

N faloon came to meet me..

N he cut his hair.

now he look so guai..

coz last time he look abit lyk ah beng..

but now..

totally change over..

hahaz..

next time gonna take his photo n post in on this blog..

wif his ~~dumb~~ hair n me..

hahaz..

so lets not let him catch me saying him ~~dumb~~.. X:

hahaz..

jking la..

where got she de to say u tat.. X:

n i was ps..

so we nv do anything la..

coz in front of my frenz mah..

den after awhile he jiu left le..

den euge went to poly clinic see doctor..

n we waited for her..

so long siaz..

lolx..

n smth happened during e period of seeing doctor..

n i think i shud not elaborate it..

coz i nv got permission.. X:

den after tat jiu went hm le..

N 1 more paper to go n we will b free from exams..

yeah..

N i am totally in holiday mood alr..

lolx..

so i go eat ly dinner le..

byebye~~

我爱你~♥ @4:36 AM

Thursday, May 8, 2008

So i am here to post agn..
changed my blogskin..
nice?
hope so..
coz i think its sweet..
N its not too pink..
got abit blue at e pic..
so i think its nice la..
so today had chem..
i not sure la..
i tink i may fail..
i am not sure..
but hope i will pass la..
after exam..
went to eat mac breakfast..
wif amelia,hs,euge,jinyun yl..
den they sms-ed to e mac thing..
euge sms-ed: hello to every1 there la..
very long..
den yl sms..
Aqa rox n the other i 4get..
we waited n waited..
but still haven come out..
so in e end i went hm..
coz super tired..
N my hse no body agn..
T.T
my mum say she will b going out everyday from now onwards..
dunno till when..
i not sure..
=(
den if i very early come hm jiu alone..
rahh..
i am feeling slpy rite now..
nites..
later still need to study maths..
last 3 papers..
jy~~
lalalalala...
byeebyee~

我爱你~♥ @4:17 PM

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Lalala..

i am bored so i came here to post..

today super pek chek la..

I hate tat china vampire..

she suan hs's hair...

i bet she is jux jealous tat hs is on fashion n she is not rite?

i think she wan agitate hs to cut other hair style den she copy hs..

i hate tat china vampire..

rahhhh..

N i oso hate mrs loo..

she did smth to me..

N i am too pek chek to elaborate alr..

so had lit exam n went to eat mac..

den i jiu came hm le..

so boring..

everyday after sch jiu go hm..

some more there is no body at hm..

i am so lonely..

T.T

mummy alwaes went out nowadays..

N there is no1 to pei me..

coz its exam time..

zzz..

jux 3 more papers only..

jy..

bye~

off to study chem le..

我爱你~♥ @1:21 AM

Sunday, May 4, 2008

So here to post agn...

was damn happy rite now..

i love my boyfriend ong faloon~~

today i finally get to meet him..

woots~~

went to study..

go library n there were lots of ppl..

so he pei me study at e kong kong..

hahaz...

so study..

hahaz..

difficult to concentrate la..

hahaz..

keep having e urge to hug him..

lolx..

coz its lyk quite long since i hug him..

hahaz..

den after tat walk walk around..

after tat he pei me take bus..

N e bus so fast come..

so suaiz..

hug him n kissed n went up e bus..

so sad..

coz bu she de him lo..

budden he say mayb tml can meet him..

so hope tat i can meet him agn lo..

i really love my bf..

N i am alr ccount down-ing to our 1 yr anniversary..

i am so excited..

so gtg revise my bio agn..

sayonara..=)

N sry..

i think too much alr..

n keep asking u lame que..

i love u so much..

muackx...

我爱你~♥ @6:11 AM

Friday, May 2, 2008

I here to post agn..

due to e i am too bored of studying..

sian..

N my right eye is damn red now..

i duunno wads happening to it..

T.T

so ugly...

mayb is i cry too much?

budden dun think its possible..

mayb is i ytd nite e contact lens dirty or wadever?

rahh..

my right eye is so ugly..

so went to compass in e morning wif my sis..(n i din care my eye)

she wanna do her banking things..

den went to kfc eat..

den back hm-ed..

studied till bored n i am here to post..

N somemore nobody is at hm..

mummy n sis go out..

daddy n kor work..

left me at hm...

sian ah..

seriously next timw sat need to get some one to pei me...

or else things will start going into my head agn..

i will tjhink n think n think..

so now i am alone..

n i am thinking abt things agn..

zzz

haizz..

Stop Thinking...

I Really Need To Stop Thinking...

我爱你~♥ @11:46 PM

11th month anniversary today~

hahaz..

random..

Anw post abt today first..

So today was lyk damn boring la..

had ss exam in e hall..

so pressurized..

den after tat went to mac wif chen ning n hui shan to eat..

N i pei chen ning to wait for her lion..

at e playground near e compassvale sec there..

den went hm la..

so damn boring..

anw anw..

i not feeling sad anymore le..

i think i going back to e hyper me agn..

yeah~

coz ytd me n faloon chatted..

N i realised everything is i think too much..

hahaz..

for e whole 2 or 3 weeks..

i am damn coz i think too much..

haiz..

i guess its quite difficult to b my stead as i am very sensitive..

hahaz..

i think i shud try not to think so much next time...

everytime being wif him is sooo happy la..

so 幸福~

love him 4ever lo..

i noe its so wierd la..

suddenly being so happy..

budden really hope i won emo too much in blog agn..

N i am so damn damn happy rite now..

yeah~

3 cheers for e damn happy me..

我会永远爱着你~~

希望你也会~~=]

so sry for being emo last time..

i will try not to think so much..

ok??

love u 4ever..

hug hug..

muackx..

<33

我爱你~♥ @5:56 AM

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Din noe y i am posting everyday..

mayb its coz i nobody to turn to ba..

i broke down once agn..

there r so many problems between us..

N y cant my brain cnt stop thinking abt it..

my heart hurts so much..

so much..

how i wish there is a medicine available to cure it..

or mayb i wish time could go back?

to e days where i can b very happy..

n laugh lyk mad lyk nobody..

n jumping around lyk a little kid..

why cant i?

mayb i shud not try going into a relationship..

everything will remain gd..

i will b happy..

b happy n dun cry dun sad..

n dun think abt anything else..

我爱你~♥ @3:52 AM