â™¥ Lalala~~

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

I am here to post agn..

zzz..

today was bored...

ate wif hs n rachel..

i woke up late..

zz..

so had prefect's investiture..

which wad damn sian..

den after tat went hm st8..

sat at e void deck myself n i call him..

had a long tok..

i tok till hp went dead..

den went hm called him agn..

he was playing games..

n i told him i dun lyk him going clubbing..

but haizz..

i said at most go 1 or 2 times a month..

which is lar very gd le..

some gfs dun even let la..

but this month he go 3 times..

o..

i am damn damn damn dissapointed..

i tot he knew i dun lyk it?

but he still went..

mayb soo he jux din treasure me as much i think..

frenz r sooo much more important den me..

tho u deny...

haizz...

i am feeling so heart broken agn..

damn damn damn sad..

haiz..

i tot i got better after toking to u..

but now..

haizz..

its still e same yet agn..

u jux turn my words into deaf ears...

haizz..

我爱你~♥ @8:41 PM

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

My com is badly infected wif virus..

but i manged to post to prevent my blog from dieing..

so today had chinese exam..

was quite difficult la..

no mood doing..

haizz..

went hm after tat..

N i randomly cried agn to my mum..

my mum was lyk wads happening to u?

so i gave a random excuse..

zzz..

anw suppose to meet him today..

but we jux met ytd..

but meeting two days continuously izzit too guo fen for me to ask for?

but he chose to go out wif frenz..

we rarely meet le..

1 week meet 1 time only..

other days he has been going out..

n his sch will b starting soon?

we won have time to meet anymore..

N its going to b our 11th month soon..

but nth changes..

n my heart is breaking..

n i dunno wads happening to it..

wad i wanted?

i really dunno...

n things r starting to get difficult..

i wan to at least hold on this realationship to 1 yr..

but everything is changing n he changes alot alot too..

我爱你~♥ @2:10 AM

Friday, April 25, 2008

So today was sad la...

i am so guilty..

in e morning..

i saw a worm in mdm qin's neck..

its lyk wriggling inside her neck damn disgusting...

eww..

so she keep trying to sao e worm off her neck..

N i screamed fearing tat e worm will fall on me..

so my screaming was mostly e cost of us writing e disicpline n respect essay..

sry..

i am very guilty..

millions of sry...

N today was ms chan's last lesson..

after tat mrs loo will teach us back agn..

i dun lyk her..

will miss miss chan..

N i am in a bad mood now..

i am very moody..

haizz...

its not abt e clubbing thing..

its jux tat ur attitude towards me changing..

N u dun understand me at all...

我爱你~♥ @2:31 AM

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Lalala..

i posted since wan ying say my blog very dead..

lolx..

*yawn*

today was normal la..

other tat i got daniel goh email..

i sure di siao him till siao..

wahahahaz...

F&N we play viwawa a little den i was lyk peeping at daniel goh, calvin n jordan's card..

den go n tell hs..

lolx..

i soo bad..

but its soo funny la..

N miss chan is leaving..

T.T

i kinda of lyk her more den mrs loo..

altho mrs loo teach better den miss chan i still lyk miss chan more..

T.T

N shaffie's bk was getting torn agn..

so ke lian lo..

zz..

i shud not ke lian him..

coz he bully me b4..

n he did smth to me b4..

roar~~

hahaz..

anw i am so damn bored...

lalala..

N today i was lyk laughing lyk mad..

zz..

hyper me is back agn..

lolx..

only i need to replenish some energy..

rahh..

i am so tired i wan to get a little nap first..

byebye..

我爱你~♥ @7:09 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Thx every1 for comforting me..

i noe i have been very emo...

but i have got better le at least...

though i cannot b very hyper but at least i not emo anymore...

N i found myself foolish la..

N regretted some things i done to myself la...

N i jux finish doing my f&N..

its killing me i was looking at e com screen for hrs...

N i hate being alone..

i miss my mummy suddenly...

i love my mummy..

N lastly thx every1 for lecturing or comforting me:

huishan cuty

rachel ah yi

amelia ah ma

chen ning lollipop

yiling mummy

erika ah gong

meliszzzzaaa

n others which i 4get to mention...

我爱你~♥ @6:56 AM

Friday, April 18, 2008

So i deleted e last post la..

coz its very lame..

not i post one..

i only posted e first 3 lines..

den e others not i post de..

so exams r coming alr...

i need to work hard n dun think abt relationships anymore..

its making me so lost...

n i found my character super lan...

haiz...

i hate myself n my character..

ahh..

i am really sry for being emo agn...

n i starting to hurt myself agn...

N i really need to zhen zuo...

i cnt always rely on others...

seriously...

i need to wake up..

haizz...

i am so frustrated...

bye...

我爱你~♥ @8:34 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

I am so bored..

so i am here to post..

today sch was normal...

only tat super lots tests..

zzz...

hope i can pass all of them...

so during recess..

was damn pek chek for me la...

nvm..

i am too pek chek to elaborate alr..

so today nth special la...

N hs abit sick ...D:

So ytd was sunday...

N i went to meet faloon..

he was emo..

So he pei me walk around..

N he was damn slpy...

zzz..

so reach hm abt 10pm..

watch tv awhile n slp..

N lastly...

MYE is coming..

jia you for all kaes?

dun regret o...

if u fail so better study~~

N i <3>

1 day nv see him only..

i alr miss him so much..

hope u will miss me lots too..

rahh..

so i wan go dry my hair up n slp le..

damn tired la..

N jy for those who nv pass napfa..

jy for tml..

N nitey nites..

sweet dreams...

muackx...xD

我爱你~♥ @9:21 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Since abt a week nv post le..

now posting...

coz my com wad down for a week..

which cause me super lots trouble..

now ok le..

thx to myself..

i fixed it myself..

wahahahaz..

N today smth happened to me..

i fainted during my tution at hm..

lolx..

N my tution teacher was horrified n was so scared..

lolx..

n i jux knew it yy..

coz not enough of oxygen...

coz its raining n wind super big..

blo blow blow..

everything dropped n i went to pick it up..

den closed e windows..

den went back to tution..

den abt 10 mins later..

i felt dizzy n i fainted..

den woke up..

vomitted..

lolx..

lie in e floor for 1 min..

den went to toilet to shh shh..

N hate it..

rahhh...

n due to my stomach cramps n muscle aches..

which added to it..

i went to bed..

N pain till i cried..

lolx..

den when not so pain..

i fall aslp..
den i sms him..

N he was so emo..

N i felt sad..

coz i din noe how to comfort him..

Anw ytd went to watch definetly mayb wif faloon,kelvin n zx..

was soo guilty la...

coz they all over 16..

den they wanted to watch the 3 kingdoms..

den its nc16..

so they nv watch coz of me..

it made me so guilty...

T.T

N exams r driving me mad alr..

rahhh...

i gonna work hard..

i dun1 regret...

so i gtg le byebye...

N dun b so emo le...

i will sad one..

我爱你~♥ @7:41 AM

Saturday, April 5, 2008

I am here to post agn...

N i found tat after since tue i have been emo-ing till now..

haizz..

rahhh..

i am feeling so sad now...

heard some bad news which caused me to sad...

N when toking on e phone i lied to him n say tat i din cry...

which made me quite guilty la..

but i sure he won come to my blog coz he jux visted it..

haizz...

today i was alone at hm rotting e whole day..

which was damn sian la..

N some bastard dunno send wad thing n i accepted..

now i think my com is having some sort of virus now..

so dun accept anything tat i send...

ahhh..

i am super emo...

i am lyk crying for lyk e whole day..

N i dunno wads happening to me...

T.T

i jux hate to b alone it makes me think too much things le..

N i skipped breakfast, lunch n dinner today..

N i dun even feel hungry..

zzz...

haizz..

nth to post le..

byebye~

我爱你~♥ @5:20 AM

Friday, April 4, 2008

Back into posting agn...

coz of tat wan ying who say my blog is soo dead..

i came back to post..

zzz..

so today was quite emo in e morning la..

super tired niaz...

slp quite late last nite..

n my eye ring is getting darker n darker..

going to b panda soon le ba..=.=

so today we were lyk having pinic in class lo..

i brought famas amous n hs brought pocky...

erika brought some sweets or smth to sch..

hahaz...

den sch was lyk normal..

n wan xin told me every relationship oso does not look as gd as we see..

so ya..

i agree on it..

dun wana tok abt tat..

den recess..

ate n went back to class..

N shafie sat wif jasmine agn..

wahahahaz..

which was lyk super funny..

N miss huang help us..

coz tat shafie keep complain..

hahaz..

miss huang seriously rox..

yeah~~

N we teach awhile n we watch i do i do..

which was quite funny la..

hahaz...

den after tat went for geo test (retest)..

i fail last time..

got 7 marks..

den i sure i will pass la..

coz i copied..

hahaz..

n mdm lee nv saw it..

hs say its lyk so obvious lo..

hahaz..

i think she helping us la..

hahaz..

den after tat went kfc at rp..

ate wif rachel while melia n hs bought bbt n drink..

n some funny things happened there..

lolx..

den bus-ed hm..

reach e bus stop its lyk damn scary la..

i saw a woman chating dunno wad..

N suddenly..

e wind blow very hard n all e leaves drop..

its lyk so scary...

i tot e women was a witch??

she has e looks of e witch...

O.O

den went hm..

N i viwawa-ed..

watch shows n viwawa...

N faloon say he will pei me viwawa...

but where did he go??

now alr 11pm le..

he stil haven pei me viwawa..

its since a long time since he pei me viwawa..

T.T

nvm..

so nth to post le..

byebye~~

hope things will change soon~~

esp e relationship..

i mean not break but some other thing..

我爱你~♥ @7:46 AM

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Hello~

back into posting..

N me n faloon is precisely 10 months le..

but its sad de niaz...

coz smth happened ytd...

dun1 elaborate...

budden its still another normal day la...

zzz..

jux came back from eating wif hs ,chel n melia..

N i am envious of chen ning..

his stead is in sch n she can see him everyday~~

wish they last 4ever.. =)

today was late la..

zzz..

dun wanna elaborate it jux makes me pek chek if i keep toking abt it..

haiz..

nvm..

N today i woke up crying in e morning...

zzz...

had a really bad dream...

n it feels realistic niaz..

N i am alone at hm agn...

sianz...

nvm...

byebye..

我爱你~♥ @1:13 AM