â™¥ Lalala~~

Monday, March 31, 2008

Back to posting agn...

haiz..

feel sad niaz...

haiz...

jux wanna go back to e past~~

1) go back to e first few when i stead wif faloon~

its much more better den now..

it jux feels different.. =(

2) Go back to last time when there r not so much conflicts...

3) Go back to e past where my dad's attitude to us is better...

now he is lyk controlling us...

N he treats my cousins much more better den his real childrn.. =(

4) Back to 2e4..

i jux miss everything there =(

5)Back to last time where my mum is not alwaes going out..

Still have time to talk to her..

Tho i have lots of secrets hiding behind her..

T.T

Haiz..

still got lots de..

N sry for being so random...

i jux feel sad suddenly... =(

N i am alone at hm agn..

tml too..

won b seeing my mum later n tml..

she is jux too busy going out.. =(

haizz..

byebye~~

我爱你~♥ @3:23 AM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Hello~~

i am here to post agn~~

i miss my cousin...

when she is here i alwaes can smile no matter wad happens...

now when she is not here i miss her...

when she is here i kinda found her talkative n dislike her..

but now i really really miss her...

how i wish she is here beside me talking to me...

T.T

mayb nowadays too many things circling around me alr...

haizz...

or mayb its jux my fault n everything?

i really dunno wad le la..

haizz..

i duno wad toking me oso...

N i duno yy i soo lyk tat..

haizz..

i think everything is jux my fault..

mayb i am innocent or wad..

haizz...

i really duno le..

i duno wad i doing la..

i so confused rite now...

n tears r dropping when i type this post n i duno yy...

haizz..

mayb is i think too much le ba..

or mayb is becoz i alone at hm n i think too much..

haizz...

N i skipped my dinner~~

coz no1 at hm so wad for am i eating..

n i dun think i hv e appetite too...

i only eat at recess e tom yam n soya bean..

N some lemon tea n some sweets...

haizz..

N now i atill alone at hm..

i feel so lonely now..

haizzz...

nvm...

i shud b xi guan alr...

i nth to post le..

byebye...

N i miss him~~

miss his hug n everything..

how i wish i can b wif him now..

but i guess he dun need me??

or i am thinking too much??

haizz..

我爱你~♥ @6:20 AM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Tadah~~

back to posting agn..

alwaes post recently..=)

coz i love to post..=)

hahaz..

today sch was lyk normal..

but got crt which is a bio test..

hope i can pass=)

anw call my parents n found tat they all went out..

so din go out wif them in e end..

T.T

so called hs n went to eat ice cream wif them...

den after tat saw melisza n erika..

made them pei me for awahile..=)

but abt 5 plus lyk tat they left..

den i waited alone for faloon to pei me...

N he met me at 6.30...

n i waited 1 hr lyk tat for him..T.T

nearly went hm halfway...

den he pei me eat dinner...

n some things happen to us...

dun1 elaborate....

but now solved..=)

i really promised i won do it agn...kaes?

muackz...

N my stupid priner not working...

zzz...

nvm...

waste so much time on it..

nvm..

late le..

i wan go slp...

nites~~

我爱你~♥ @11:40 PM

Monday, March 24, 2008

Back into blogging agn.. (=

So i am super tired...

T.T

everyday oso very late slp...

jux on fri i chat wif my cousin till 4 plus...

n i am super tired...

T.T

so ytd i slp at 2 plus...

so today 6 plus den wake up..

so i sure my dark eye rings getting darker n darker..

being panda soon..=.=

so not feeling awaken i keep on 发呆...

den it cost me to b late..

zzz...

T.T

N i ran 5 rounds...

zzz..

N miss zu came n check my hair n wadever agn...

lolx..

den tuck till so in..=.=

so moral my story is dun ever b late agn..D:

den after tat went back to class..

den n so on..

feeling super tired n kinda of giddy n headache...

zzz..

so keep going toilet n i need go toilet la...

zzz..

den jiu after sch..

went yl hse eat le..

laugh abt smth...=.=

den i went back hm le..

so tired..

N my cousin they all go vivo...

N now they all at newton circus eat...

T.T

cnt go as needed to go revise for test n slp...

coz too tired..

hmm...

zzz..

T.T

Tat stupid guy(jk de) who spam my tagboard got to work le..

T.T

so no1 to pei me la...

T.T

so i very sad la..

nobody pei...

mayb we can only 1 week meet 1 time la..

if not jiu 2 weeks or 3 weeks den meet 1 time..

or mayb 1 month..

T.T

see if we got time anot ba..

damn jealous of those ppl who hv stead in sch de can see them everyday..D:

but nvm..

he is once in sch oso..

but i am still jealous..T.T

haizz..

nvm..

but i am still worried abt 1 thing i scared my feeling will fade..

which is e thing i very very unsure of...

ahhh..

nvm...

顺其自然好了.. D:

k la...

nth to post le..

only hope i won b too tired tml n pass my bio test..

so off to study my bio test..

byebye~~

我爱你~♥ @7:00 PM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Lalala~~

i got suspended for 2 days...

got back into sch agn..

yeah~~

i so happy la..

hahaz..

miss my frenz...

lolx..

but e sad thing is i miss him more...

hahaz..

jk...

hmm..

today i was late for sch la..

but coz of being suspended...

was not counted as late..=)

N when checking...

i very 'smart'...

i go unzip my skirt...

den pull down...

hoping she won check me la...

but in e end she found out...O.o

so her hand went under my skirt...

N pulled my blouse inside...

zzz...

so i became super nerd...

N everybody who saw me was lyk laughing...

lolx..

so ps...

T.T

den went back to class had f&n...

cook e steam egg n soup...

which was salty...

zzz...

so salty...

so din eat much...

den e teachers came to check those who got suspended...

so i 1 min change into a totally different person...

N shi li n shi huan was lyk keep laughing...

zzz..

den i went to pull my socks la...

take off my shoes...

N they laugh agn..

coz of there is bear printed on my socks la...

N they keep laughing n laughing

hahaz..

N i passed e test..

lolx...

den had maths test...

which i think i going to fail...

zzz..

dun care...

den i din finish my hmwk..

so stay back to do..

den mrs loo keep checking..

den keep giving me back to redo...

i was so pek chek la..

N every1 waited for me...

so thx ya...

i love u all~~

so e moral of e story is dun pek chek n u will b able to think..

hahaz...

den went compass eat kfc..

N bus-ed hm wif joanna..

N i cousin came back...

zzzz...

so pei-ing them...

so sian..

zzz...

ah..

gtg alr...

byebye~~

我爱你~♥ @9:11 PM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Lala~~

i am very bored so i came here to post..=)

N karen if really got bomb i sure will give u de..

wahahahaz...

N e most unbelievable thing is i got suspended...

wth..

i was shock la...

i wonder if i can go back to sch tml...

zzz..

omg la...

T.T

i wan go back...

but they say my skirt is short??

omg...

N i jue de super long can...

wth...

i was super pissed off la...

nvm..

N i so guai leh..

1st time get suspended...

but after tat i went to eat mac...

den i went back hm to b pig...

N i am still super tired now...

lolx...

zzz...

haizz...

i wonder if i can go back sch tml anot...

i sure if i nv go back tml n went hm halfway...

sure will kana scolded de...

lolx..

nvm nvm...

if tml nv go back sch if go ppl's hse n slack...

wahahaz...

wad a nice idea..

ahhh..

i wan go watch my show le...

byebye~~

我爱你~♥ @9:01 PM

Monday, March 17, 2008

Tadah~~
back to posting...
N yl have been saying i alwaes posting e same things into this blog...
so i am thinking to change my way of posting..
which i dun even noe how...
lolx..
anw i miss rachel...
T.T
she is sick~~
so rest well~~ ^^
N today went to rp wif yl,hs n chen ning...
so after tat eat kfc..
n i found tat i love kfc lately..
i am addicted to it..
zzz..
die le..
if keep on eating it i sure i will put on weight..
n i saw some video abt miss lalitha which is oso on yl de blog..
which was quite scary so i think i going to cut down on it but its quite difficult la..
anw aftertat i went to faloon's hse...
ok..
i will stop using bf la..
or dar n sorts..
but i scared wad if my sis see this blog??
omg...
but i dun care la..
anw i said i went to his hse...
act wan go hm de...
but call hm n mummy say she will not b cooking for me..
so no choice..
eat outside...
n i call faloon to eat wif me...
hehez..
so he had no choice but was forced to eat wif me..
hahaz..
jk..
lolx..
ok...
i getting quite random these days la..
zzz..
i duno yy..
N now is alr 11pm n i still alone at hm~~
no body has come back yet..
=.=
i am so lonely~~
T.T
anw i recently quite 感性 la...
coz duno yy i been crying for very little things...
O.o
i mean when see shows i will cry lyk as if its raining...
lolx..
anw i found e song heavenly days which was nice..
i found it sad n touching la...
when i see e whole mv i cried agn...
T.T
link: http://www.jpopasia.com/play/4603/aragaki-yui/heavenly-days.html
plz look at it...
its really very touching...
i bet u will cry after looking at it??
N tml is our doom's day ba...
tml i sure i get caught??
coz i die die oso dun1 tie my hair...
ok la..
coz i wan to get suspend n out of sch..
N i sure my mum won't mind..
but i found tat this sch sux more as day goes by..
roar~~
i wish i am mas selamat(which is my daddy)
who can give me tons of bomb...
N i blow this sch~~
hahaz...
n i muz b sure tat e principle n ppl i hate inside...
so i can blow them to death~~
wahahaz..
i found myself very wicked...
lolx...
i wan go slp le i am tired alr...
N many ppl saying my eyerings getting darker n darker day by day~~
N i sure 1 day mayb i will b a panda...
if i dun slp early...
so i go slp now le..
nites... ^_^

我爱你~♥ @8:09 AM

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Tadah~
back to posting agn..
N tell a gd news ba...
I n him ok le...
we r not quarreling anymore..
N back to e sweet days agn...
yeah~~
so today went to meet him..
went to watch movie sky of love...
which was damn touching...
i cried till i cnt stop my tears...
so faster watch it....
its really very touching...
N i rate it 4/5
coz its really very nice...
really worth to watch...
so after den walk walk den eat dinner walk agn...

den hm sweet hm..

was quite emo today...

duno yy la...

N really sry for my un decisivness..

N nth to post le..

nites..

我爱你~♥ @11:23 PM

Monday, March 10, 2008

Back to posting agn...

sry ya...

i have been emo these days...

back to non- emo n now i back to it agn...

N i dun even noe yy...

zzz...

mayb coz of my bf la...

we have been quarreling often...

N he is not replying my msg....

send him lots he den reply??

N do u all think going out cnt reply msges??

ok...

if i can do it it...

i think u r jux giving me excuses la...

i really feel so pek chek la....

my tears r still dropping when typing this post la...

which blurred my vision...

nvm...

i am jux feeling so fking emo...

my heart sanks once agn...

mayb i really forgive him too easily le...

N he is bullying me agn...

or mayb i no character....

which every1 is riding on me...

i am un decisive which is really a bad thing la...

i am losing in this relationship once agn...

i think we may not last le...

ppl jux wish me luck kaes??

hope i am not tat emo this days....

i gtg...

bye...

我爱你~♥ @8:36 AM

Friday, March 7, 2008

Tadah~~

back to posting le...

so ytd was sports day n i ran away from it...

hahaz..

din get caught... xD

so today morning is lyk damn suay la...

i woke up at 7am in emorning...

coz i 4get to put alarm in my hp...

so my sister woke me up...

hahaz...

prepared myself in 10 mins...

N i chiong down...

so i took a cab to sch...

N wasted $5 plus...

hahaz...

dens i got back my ss test...

N i passed...

get 6/12...

ok...

at least i passed i am alr very happy...

hahaz...

so after sch...

was lyk damn tired n hot...

n i went to yl hse...

eat maggi mee...

den feeling hot lyk having fever lyk tat...

i went hm...

den at e bus stop saw hui shan n shi huan...

n they ask if i wanna eat some ice-cream as i feel hot...

hahaz..

den i cnt resist e ice -cream's temptation...

i went to eat wif them...

but instead we went to drink milkshake...

so quite nice in e begining...

but after drink abt 3/4..

feel very sweet n very de ni...

den after tat went hm....

use com awhile n abt 6pm i went to slp...

as i feel so damn tired...

n i slp till 8 pm...

N i am still very tired...

*yawns*

n i jux wake up awhile only...

N tml we having cip..

n i wan go suntec see my bf...

he is working there...

at e exhibition...

so plz do drop by when u r free to see if u need anything...

N i miss him lots...

last week we met for 5 days...

but this week we din met at all...

N i am really scared i feeling fade...

zzz....

i will jue de i bei pan him de...

N this few days for duno wad reason i am feeling very emo...

ahhh...

N lyk for dunno yy i been crying for duno wad reason...

my heart feel so heavy...

haizz~~

*heart sank*

k la...

tats all...

nth to post le...

byebye...

我爱你~♥ @4:52 AM

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

So today was lyk damn boring la....

coz erika nv come sch...

miss her crazy voice...

wahahaz...

so was scolded by mdm qin tat bitch...

i really hates her la...

yy can't she jux dissapear into e world where i cnt see her....

zzz...

she jux sux to e core la...

dun wanna to elaborate le...

if wan noe go yl de blog ba...

she ot write abt those things...

N my clear record is now destroyed...

T.T

got my name inside le...

N bf now got work le...

so i super free...

lolx...

can keep on going out these days...

duno if its a gd news or bad la...

who call him make me sad...

so i will make him miss me lyk hell la...

n he nv reply my msn now...

zzz...

he going to regret soon...

roar~~

anw i feel lyk pon-ing e sports day coz its lyk damn sian la..

zzz..

k la...

nth to post le..

byebye...

我爱你~♥ @4:48 AM

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Tadah~~
back into posting le...
act ytd got post de...
but post till half...
my damn kor came back...
N snatch my com away so i end up nv posting...
so really need to post smth that happen ytd...
morning...
went to toilet wif yl,hs n sl...
den...
lazy type so wan noe abt this thingy go yl de blog...
den came back from e toilet...
sat beside erika...
den from duno no where...
a beetle fly out from my bag...
n hs say during toilet alr saw e beetle...
den it buzz around my ears there...
den i quickly screamed n run away from beetle..
den e class was lyk laughing at me la..
den duno y time fly very fast ytd...
n during eng lesson...
my mum suddenly told me tat my hse was on fire...
den at first tot she jking..
den she say she 4got to turn off e stove...
i was lyk freak out...
coz wad if it really burn my whole hse down...
so i quickly chiong down to e general office asking if can go hm..
den mrs tay tok to my dad...
n crap alot la...
den i argue wif her...
den she let me go hm la...
coz after toking to my daddy...
den cab-ed hm...
n open e door saw e whole hse fill wif thick black choking smoke..
i quickly went to turn off e gas la...
e pot was lyk burning red la...
if i later go back really wif my whole hse down la...
lolx...
den after smelling e super nice smell..
i felt sick n felt lyk vomiting la...
feel lyk fainting..
feeling sian...
i call bf..
den dunno yy tok tok...
tok till we quarrel la..
n i cried...
think next time i dun want to call him alr..
think will end up quarreling..
den feeling lonely..
i skipped my luch as no1 pei me to eat...
n i hate my daddy la...
he so baias...
dun wanna elaborate le...
den today was normal...
only smth happened during pe la...
lazy to type abt it n lazy to elaborate oso...
so after sch went for crt n went compass eat...
after tat jiu...
hm sweet hm..
so nth much to post le...
byebye..

我爱你~♥ @4:24 AM

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Hahahaz...

back to posting agn...

so ytd went out wif bf...

watch fool's gold..

its quite ok la...

den went to eat dinner wif him la...

n i treated him la..

see i so gd...

hahaz..

as i promised ya...

hahaz...

so din't get to shop la...

coz when we go out alr 5 plus...

so after dinner everything alr 10 plus le...

so mrt-ed hm...

den today morning had tution...

N went for facial....

N e sweet thing thing ish my dar pei me go...

so he waited for me for nearly hrs...

so its really bored for him...

but to pei me he sacrifice his 2 hrs for me...

hahaz...

such a great bf...

lolx...

den eat n went hm...

N today is our 9 month anniversay le...

yeah~~

3 more months to 1 yr...

yeahhhhhhhhh...

hope we can last forever...

so wish us last long long ah...

so nth ya to post le...

byebye...

N last thing i wan say~~

I LOVE MY DAR~~

我爱你~♥ @3:46 AM