THEBLUR♥


<27 November 93; Sagittarius
Single/ Attached
Currently a vistarian;1e506 2e407 3e508
Loves Girlfriends

LINKS♥

AMELIA♥
CHENNING♥
EDMUND♥
ERIKA♥
EUGENIA♥
HUISHAN♥
JINGZHI♥
JORDAN♥
KAREN♥
KARYL♥
LYNETTE♥
ORLENA♥
RACHEL♥
SHILI♥
SYARAFA♥
WANYING♥
WAWA♥
YILING♥
YINING♥
YUXIAN♥

HISTORY♥

• April 2007
• July 2007
• August 2007
• September 2007
• October 2007
• November 2007
• December 2007
• January 2008
• February 2008
• March 2008
• April 2008
• May 2008

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MUSIC♥


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Tuesday, October 30, 2007


Lalala...
change myy blog song agn...
its for pets de..
as ii love pets alot...
so ii recommended...
N ii found e lyrics quite touching...
so listen to e lyrics carefully...
today so fun...
morning...
pek chek...
help myy daddy call 3 taxis...
den waited for abt 1hr for them to come...
den daddy say sent me sch to give subject comination form...
budden hor went yl hse instead...
den hor...
euge was sick..
she vomited...
ke lian...
den went around calling for taxis...
after tat went cp...
yiling rebond n dye...
after tat waited for hui shan to come...
den went pasir ris park cycle...
cycle half den saw playground n play...
played swing n a spin thingy...
so dizzy la...
felt lyk vomiting...
den play spider web...
got 3rd...
hahaz...
den jiu go back le...
tired niaz...
so fun la...
hahaz...
k le...
not much to post oso...
gtg..
byebye...
nites...
sweet dreams...

我爱你~♥ @6:08 AM

Sunday, October 28, 2007


Lalala...
miss me nots...
so long nv post le...
ytd jiu back from e camp le....
but was too tired to post....
so nv post...
e camp was super fun especially e water activities...
now bit tanned...
nv had sun burn..
but was tanned...
now skin colour quite dark...
myy mum was shocked when she saw me...
she sayy how come ii became so dark lyk charcold lyk tat..D:
so sad...
N at camp was kinda bullied byy trainer kelvin...
so bad la....
sayy me lor mee...
myy name not funny hor..
but nvm ii oso bullied him back..
wahahaz...
N ii miss sexy voice daddy...
he so cute la...
altho he quite fierce...
miss e trainers there...
they very lame n funny siaz...
so cute...
N ii promoted to sec 3 le....
yeah..
wish granted..XD
so happy can...
but some of them ke lian...
haizzz...
kena demoted...
dun worry la...
as ii alwaes say chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi...
cheer up kaes??
ai si mr michael le...
he helped us sooooooo much...
hope he can b our form cher next yr...
N ii wan give him a big big present for treating us so gd....
hahaz...
so nth much to post la...
still very tired from e camp....
had darker eye rings now...
n tanned skin..
ii super tired...
gonna slp soon...
nites...
sweet dreams...

我爱你~♥ @6:55 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007


Lalala...
so boring...
later going out to buy camp things wif amelia n yiling n erika...
ahhh...
siianz...
ii now alone at hm...
n a sms from rachel woke me up from myy slp...
budden nvm la...
coz abt a while later...
my daddy jiu come woke me up..
to help him call taxi agn..
siianz...
always lyk tat de...
n ytd we ask mr micheal abt somethings...
den ii very scared leh...
e more thing we noe e more we get scared...
omg....
haizz...
n ii die le...
ii no slping bag....
any1 kind enough to lend me??
siianz...
ii dun1 slp on e ground...
ii am looking 4ward to e camp but ii dun b panda n dun1 get back results....
haizzz...
siianz...
after today jiu cnt post le...
as tml jiu got camp...
ii sure every1 will miss me...XD
k la...
nth post le...
byes...

我爱你~♥ @8:19 PM


Lalala...
few days nv post le la...
today got back eng results...
overall sa2..
every1 passed...
micheal say abt 15 ppl in our class retain or demote..
so after meeting only a few la...
so dun worry too much...
as ii always say de..
chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi...
so enjoy our camp ba...
so went sch as usual...
den need clear our lockers...
so brought many bks hm..
so heavy..
omg...
keep on dropping them lo...
lucky throw some le..
or else really going to squash me to death..
today went cp to eat pizza..
so ii no $$ to eat..
as ii 4get to get $ for mama..
siianz...
so hungry...
budden yiling bought 2 packet choco panda biscuit..
n gave me eat..
so gd..
den hor..
jiu go yiling de hse...
den huiling go dye her hair...
e dye she bought...
was dunno wad brown de...
but after 20mins horr...
she go wash her hair liao...
was still as black as b4...
den she used yiling de dye...
this time she waited for 40 mins..
but to me her was still as bllack as ever...
hahaz...
ii noe ppl will jealous me..
coz myy hair is natural brown..
hahahahaz..
haizz...
dun1 bhb le la..
den hor..
so funny...
ii keep on laughing..
den they they my laughter from hiccup became witch aka pig..
lolx...
so funny..
den hor..
we use a not very big blaket n squeezed each other...
den we call huiling come see whether she can spot us anot...
hahaz...
so funny..
den horr i laugh laugh n laugh...
till fall down from e bed...
den knock n hit myy head...
so painful...
den horr..
me n amelia de head knock afew times...
so funny...
den hor...
when closing e bed...
as its a sofa bed ii think..
ii go make dunno wad thing...
den omg...
e bed *kiap* myy hand...
so painful...
den still wait for abt 10 sec den managed to open...
so pain...
den yake out became numb...
n very de red...
so funny pain can...
den huiling me n amelia...
keep on stealing e coke from yiling...
den we almost drink half of it...
hahaz...
we so bad...
ahh...
den reach hm jiu almost 8pm le...
so late..
omg...
as ii knew...
once ii get hm ii jiu kena scolded...
zzz...
siianz...
so juz finish conferenc-ing wif them...
n tml go buy camp stuff...
haizz..
ii got go la...
so ii intend to get more $$ from mummy...
n den jiu keep e rest for myself...
so bad rite..
hahaz..
no choice..
as ii now trying to find job...
need earn $$ buy things..
n realise e minimum age for jobs..
is 14...
omg...
i juz abt a month to 14 yr old only...
oso cnt go work..
so siianz...
haizz...
den jiu nth ost le...
gtg...
nites..
sweet dreams...

我爱你~♥ @6:49 AM

Saturday, October 20, 2007


Lalala...
ii finally able to stabilize myy feelings...
trying myy very best not to fade...XD
still got 17 going 16 more days to go..
ii am count down-ing...XD
ahhh...
today was super boring..
every1 left me n went out...
so ii am alone at hm...
read yiling's blog...
n juz knew tat 90% of us failed our maths exam...
ok...
ii knew ii will fail...
haizzz...
ii won cry now...
coz...
chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi...
ii have to face e reality on mon...
no escaping...
haizz...
ii afraid ii going to retain...
haizz..
so sad...
yiling...
nvm la...
dun sad le...
juz think positively...
dun worry now...
now worry oso no use...
juz enjoy ur sun 1st...
mon den worry
haizz...
so many ppl sms-ed not to cry when ii nv cry....
galfrenz...
muz think positively...
dun think too much now...
haizzz...
siianz...
now 9pm le..
still haven eat yet...
zzz...
ke lian rite...
n ii super hungry now...
ahhhh...
gtg eat maggi mee le....
bye...
dun think too much....
nites..

我爱你~♥ @6:03 AM

Thursday, October 18, 2007


Lalala...
went to fareast ytd...
bought things..
who went ish erika,amelia,rachel,yiling,hui shan,euge,shi li N weixiang..
but weixiang left early...
so sad...
he ke lian...
things happened...
but dun care la...
they r still myy precious galfrenz...
den mrt-ed hm...
hui shan,rachel keep on zao geng...
ii oso got abit..XP
but not so ming xian only...
den in e crowded mrt..
hui shan n rachel was bio-ed byy some perverts...
was damn pek chek...
this kind of pervert...
took pics..
but ii was too lazy to upload here...
as ii really very tired n restless...
wanna see pics go yling de blog bahhx...
so ii..
slept at 12 plus ytd nite...
den was woken upat 2 plus coz of e vibration on e phone...
zzz...
den ii...
ok nvm..
ii won't emo in myy blog...
tossed n turned on e bed till 4am...
coz there r too much things in myy mind...
could not slp...
4 plus den go back into slp...
den 6 plus woke up agn...
coz myy sis ish too noisy...
7 plus going 8 plus fall back to slp...
den abt going 9am...
myy hp vibrate agn...
so sms-ed...
zzz..
till abt 10am..
it stopped for a while...
n was trying to go to slp agn...
but was woken up once agn....
coz myy dad wake me up to call taxi...
call abt half an hour using 3 phones...
but could not even get one...
zzzz..
so pek chek...
in e end myy dad took bus...
so pek chek...
juz coz of this taxi thingy wake me up...
so could not get back to slp anymore...
ii sure today will b a bad day..
as ii cnt even go slp...
k la...
nth to post le...
gtg...
bye...

我爱你~♥ @8:35 PM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007


Lalala...
ii went yiling hse...
den went compass awhile...
den went amelia hse...
saw e hair...
its very nice n smooh...
lyk it alot..
after den daddy keep calling me to go hm..
zzz..
den jiu go hm le...
den received sms..
got super sad or angry??
ii not very sure..
zzz...
den talk things out...
N talk...
den daddy came back jiu hang up le...
N daddy came back from cp..
knewing ii nv eat lunch..
daddy bought abt 20 sushi for me..
ate alot...
n still got leftovers...
sooooo full...
hahaz...
got super sad juz now..
but now ok le...
ii will try euge n hui shan's new advice next time..XD
will stop emoing in blog..
hahaz..
N ii now fan-ing how to ask myy mum to go out tml...
zzz...
N ii not sure if dad got off anot...
zzz...
gtg..
muz try to ask...
ok..
nth post le...
nites..
sweet dreams...
bye...

我爱你~♥ @11:39 PM

Friday, October 12, 2007


Lalalala...
changed myy blog song to...
sry blame it on me byy akon...
hahaz...
in love wif it lately...
its rare tat ii lyk eng song..
kaes...
lalala..
had maths n home econ exam...D:
ii bet ii flunk myy maths paper...
its DIFFICULT!!!
many ppl cried after maths exam immediately...
so sad...
haizz...
ii think ii going to retain or drop NA le...D:
haizz...
tell myy mummy abt it...
mama say...
eu do ur best jiu can le....
dun worry...
this make me feel even worst...
sad...
but ii will try myy best in sci...
gonna study hard these few days....
as this ish myy last paper...
jyjy ppl...
so after e exams jiu went cp de library....
hui shan had to go hm...
as she need to see doctor...
she so crazy in maths...
study till fever!!!
1st time heard tat ppl can study till fever...
so pro can....
den ii went Bk to study wif yi fang n HIM...
den jiu went hm le...
N psps...
ii not sad or angry la....
ii juz mood swings...
as ii got ahem...
den stomach abit pain so dun feel lyk toking...
so ii will lyk tat somtimes...
N ii too ps to tell eu juz now...
sry ahhx...XP
N lastly ii nv feeling fade...
so ii...
WILL LOVE EU 4EVER!! XP
N 1 last thing....
every1 who comes in myy blog muz tag me!!!
ITS A MUZ MUZ!!

我爱你~♥ @4:34 AM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007


Lalalala...
nv post for 2 days le...
ytd go sch till half jiu went hm le...
was super tired n having fever...
den slp all e way...
go see doctor at night...
N e doctor super fk up...
made me so angry...
den had eng paper 2 n lit...
ii think ii did it badly for eng...
as ii was doing it very slowly coz felt dizzy...
N cnt really concentrate...
after tat jiu went yl hse...
her maid help me alter e skinnies...
so gd can...
den eat maggi mee...
after a while jiu go hm le...
was super tired...
n ii nearly fall down as myy legs turned wobbly suddenly...
N it was raining...
so suaiz...
but only a few drops la...
so not tat bad...
den went hm slp slp...
N we nv meet for 5 days le...
ok...
was sad can..
ii really dunno wads happening to me...
ii dunno wad to do...
ii feel soooo lost suddenly...
wad shud ii do...
can any1 tell me?
ahhhhh...
fine...
nvm...
N ii going to b alone agn tonite...
which will made me think more abt sad things agn??
ahhh...
tried very very hard to concentrate...
haizz...
but nth go inside...
zzz....
ahhhh...
gtg as ii wanna try to study...
nites...
bye...

我爱你~♥ @2:56 AM

Monday, October 8, 2007


Lalala...
went to slp wif mama ytd...
to qu dai myy dad place...
N ii really regretted...
coz e aircon in myy parents rm so cold...
N it made myy flu worst...
so 2dae was bad...
as ii was sick...
felt lyk vomiting now!!
N flu n sore throat...
body feeling hot but ii am so cold now...
den chinese lesson nearly got myy hp confiscated...
coz was smsing...
N if ii not wrong...
myy name in disicpline bk agn bahhx..XP
this show how guai am ii..
hahaz...
den had free period...
N we played heart attack...
den slowly....
became e piak game...
so pain....
hand red siaz...
budden yiling more worst...
ii think she had blisters...
den wei xinag hand so big...
play half ii jiu give up le...
coz he beat he till very pain...
regret playing wif him...
den after tat..
micheal came n tok tok to us...
coz ii kinda of sick...
ii now not even sure whether can go sch anot...
as ii really very restless
den very funny la...
we ke siao sayy he molest/rape us...
den we keep on shouting...
he horr...
act lyk very scared den jiu zao le...
lolx...
den horr super pek chek can...
sayy mayb wanna pei me den in e end...
nv even give me a jiao dai...
so in e end went wif frenz to cp...
ii was not hungry so bought choco cone n sushi...
ahhh...
shud not eat cold n this kind of heaty things...
lalala...
later sore throat got worst...
hahaz..
den went library...
dn jiu slacked..
as ii very tired...
...
den horr...
around 4 plus jiu go hm le...
N still nth came back...
den ii jiu send him...
ignore me very
as ii really very tired n ii buay tahan...
e coldness n tiredness...
n den ii damn pek chek can...
sms-ed him agn around 4 plus...
n tell him he very bad...
waited n waited N nth came back...
n ii got really pek chek after myy nap as ii super moody...
after a nap alr 6 plus..
fun huh...
ok lo...
den we will ignore each other from now onwards...
super pek chek can...
ok...
juz treat e tat eu are slping...
from 2 plus slp to 9 plus??
juz so kua zhang can...
lalalala...
tis time get really pek chek...
n keep on getting nagged byy myy mama...
as ii keep on getting sick lately...
saying wad...
see la..
dun come back eat...
no nutrients liaoz...
N blahs blahs...
lalala...
ii really very moody...
k la...
nites..
sweet dreams...

我爱你~♥ @5:55 AM

Sunday, October 7, 2007


Lalala...
todae had tution as usual...
den went to china town change money...
n den went to great world city eat...
N ii went to e airport...
coz myy DAD is going to beijing for work...
sad...
ii gonna miss him..
n ii scared he go mainland coz later got women seduce him..
coz myy mama nv go..D:
Ahhhh...
coz mainland very scary...
coz at nite horr...
got women go to their rm...
den ask whether if they wan 'special service' anot...
later myy dad buay tahan how...
omg...
lalala....
ahhhhh....
n ii think ii getting sicker...
myy throat ish so itchy..
think no fast food from now onwards....D:
or else ii cnt hv exam..
lalala...
nites...
sweet dreams...
N jy for EOY!!
*once agn...
sry...
ii posted a very bo liaoz post...
as ii am tired of doing maths...
wasted ur time for reading this...
sry ahh...
Lalalala...
ii miss eu sooo much..D:

我爱你~♥ @6:47 AM

Friday, October 5, 2007


Lalala...
mood mangaged to get better...
got over these things...
hahaz...
got back my ca2 results...
n made every1 down...
haizz...
den realize got mistake in e error...
n marks was pulled up...
but myy rank was pulled down..
so sad...
got only B4...
Lit got c5...
was dissapointed la...
ii quite like lit de lehhx...
haizz...
den aftertat..
went cp by bus...
keep on perspiring...
cold sweat...
was very hot budden ii felt cold...
lolx...
got a little pale...
n a bit emo...
den went kfc...
nv ate..
no appetite...
den meet HIM...
blah blah...
den hm sweet hm...
ii bathed..
den jiu go slp a while...
nv study..
coz too tired n felt a bit sick...
*yawns*
k la...
not much to post today...
nites...
sweet dreams...
*sry ehh...wasted ur time for reading this bo liao post...*

我爱你~♥ @6:50 AM

Wednesday, October 3, 2007


Ahh...
ytd was our 4th month anniversary..
N din't meet at all...
ahh...
tat was fine...
nvm...
coz lyk tat better as he won't see myy crying face...
n we 4 days nv meet le...
hahaz...
break e record...
losing faith in this relationship suddenly...
dunno yy....
lalalala...
dun care la...
haizz...
ahhh..
btw...
ii will accept everything tat eu all say abt me...
accept everything n try to change...
ahhh...
mayb ii really tat jia lat...
*ish super jia lat...*
n ii was very very sad...
kaes...
even myy mum went mad ii oso not tat sad...
ahhh...
even tho this ish myy happy day...
ii became so sad...
this shud b myy saddest day of this yr bahhx...
altho much more worst things hv happened to me....
keep on reflecting till ii fall alsp ytd...
ahhh...
keep on studying myy ge shi but still nth went into my mind...
morning had exam...
n ii think myy zuo wen out of point bahhx...
ahh...
coz keep on thinking of things...
cnt really concentrate...
mayb will get bad bahhx...
during break was boring...
every1 was lyk singing...
to destress ii think....
budden ii was sitting there looking...
ahh...
today very quiet..
nv really tok much la...
dunno who to tok to n duno wad to tok abt...
so after exam...
went cp eat...
wif melia n erika will feel better bahhx...
as they understands more...
btw..
n in e end nv go hm...
went erika hse instead...
her rabbit super cute siaz...
we studied...
N blahs blahs...
den amelia dad call...
n she went hm wif her dad...
n the super bad news ish...
ii am going to spend the night alone...
wth...
haizz...
siianz...
juz had tat fate to b alone tonite...
n made me think more abt sad things...
ahh...
still haven recover yet...
nvm..
time heals...
sry..
if ii getting emo...
will try to b cheerful agn...
ahh...
kaes..
gtg...
bye..
jia you in exams....
*anyway ii oso dunno wad ii toking abt...
sry ahh..
wasted ur time for reading this...

我爱你~♥ @2:55 AM

Monday, October 1, 2007


Ahhh...
some time since ii posted...
today ii jue de happen lots lots of things...
if anything ii do wrong....
plz 4give me...
if got anything wrong juz tell me...
kaes?
so tat ii will change ah...
ahh...
since ii noe wads happening rite now....
ii sure ii 100% will be myself...
really myself...
ahh....
kaes...
ii wanna post wad happen 2dae...
2dae when recess....
ii go buy things de shi hou...
huiling stand bseide erika wif eyes super big...
den jiu scare erika..
she was drinking bandung..
den ...
*puis*
e bandung landed on myy face...
eeee...
sticky...
den faster go wash...
ERIKA TEO HUI YI
eu super e xin...XP
hahaz...
den things happened...
N ii finally figured it out...
so ii will try to solve it...
hahaz...
will really try myy very best..XD
den after tat...
went orchard find myy daddy...
so boring can...
wandering around lyk a ghost...
hahaz...
help myy kor find ah beng earrings...
in e end all not nice...
so he nv bought any...
den went for dinner den jiu hm sweet hm le...
ahh...
gtg...
bye...
nites...

我爱你~♥ @6:41 AM